tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55636962011-04-21T22:08:55.108-03:00Packing.....Sorting...MOVING!Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.comBlogger2591100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1136049400082901792005-12-31T13:15:00.000-04:002005-12-31T13:16:40.096-04:00

I just had another amazing week.I live such a bizarro life.and I wouldn't change one bit of it.Love you guys!What are YOUR plans tonight?I'll tell you about mine tomorrow!

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1102011308277060292004-12-02T14:14:00.000-04:002004-12-02T14:15:08.276-04:00

If you want to keep reading check out my new site. HTTP://JAMIEROCKS.BLOGSPOT.COM

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1101439637940987472004-11-25T22:56:00.000-04:002004-11-25T23:27:17.940-04:00

I started two new jobs one with a company called Minacs, doing Customer Service Support, and the other with Advanced Tech selling "home safety systems" (Security systems). I found a really awesome 3 bedroom apartment, with my brother and his friend, Terrence, it has hardwood floors, a brand new washer, dryer, fridge, and the stove is less than 2 years old. It's only 600$ a month, plus utilities,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1100767937415981022004-11-18T04:46:00.000-04:002004-11-18T04:52:17.416-04:00

I went to New Brunswick for the weekend, with my mother and brother to visit my grandmother, job and apartment hunt. I was sick the first few days, but managed to apply online for a few things, update my resume, visit some friends, kick some ass at pool. Then the phone rang, and I heard my Mom say "Oh DEAR" which is ALWAYS bad news.... So I stand in front of her on the verge of tears as my

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1100419004056624812004-11-14T03:47:00.000-04:002004-11-14T03:56:44.056-04:00

My thoughts are swirling around like the snow outside. I love how the first snowfall completely coats everything, it covers all the blemishes. I am in New Brunswick and it's a winter wonderland, freshly fallen snow. I have been applying for numerous jobs, and we'll see what kind of response I'll get. The shimmering, glistening snow, purifying everything it touches, melting as it meets my skin,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1099979738575363972004-11-09T01:42:00.000-04:002004-11-09T01:55:38.576-04:00

Most FUCKED UP movie, I think everyone should watch it, the Dude that wrote KIDS (Harmony Korine) directed this movie, its' also got the chick from Kids. If you haven't seen KIDS, get out from underneath your rock and watch it... Same goes for FUBAR, excellent film. FUBAR is the funniest Canadian film EVER! I think if I were only allowed to watch one channel it would be IFC, the craziest stuff

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1099963417950304782004-11-08T21:00:00.000-04:002004-11-08T21:23:37.950-04:00

READ BROAD AT BAT the one titled WEAKER SEX... I suck at linking, but I have some comments... but I need you to know where I am coming from. I was wrong, I believe I have been wrong about so many things lately.My previous post was terrible, please accept my apologies. I was ill last night and was ill today as well, which provided me with loads of time to think, and I think I need a lifestyle

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1099897073200238282004-11-08T02:08:00.000-04:002004-11-08T02:57:53.200-04:00

Do we relay need one country policing the rest of the world? What happened before that country came into being, didn't countries take care of their own business? If someone doesn't like whose leading their country can't they just revolt a la French Revolution? The Americans revolted against the English, the Scottish against the English (didn't' turn out overly well but you get the idea). I was

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1099639191582473312004-11-05T01:01:00.000-04:002004-11-05T03:19:51.583-04:00

How could they re-elect that dumb fuck? I loved Dawn of the Dead, new un rated version is great. My mom is visiting from Alberta for a bit. I actaully quit smoking, it's been a month. My boobs are still awesome. I am moving soon, I am going to miss a lot of people. Cheyenne sent me a link for her dream job..... I wrote back to not dream but do! My car has a flat tire, FUCK! I am a stubborn bitch.

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1098439236235693872004-10-22T06:39:00.000-03:002004-10-22T07:00:36.236-03:00

I am going to a Metallica concert in Boston, just as the F***ing Boston Red Sox enter the World Series! Boston is going to be complete Chaos.... Great! I don't have anything against the Bo-Sox, but Gees Louise it does make me nervous..... Crazed Baseball fans.... I am going to Metallica in Boston, I am so psyched... No worries or responsiblilites for the next 5 days..... I am goign to be in

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1098171971837877592004-10-19T05:01:00.000-03:002004-10-19T05:40:26.930-03:00

*Cue theme music* "On the road again...." Yes I'm nomadic, so I get a little restless, I enjoy being irresponsible, and "free-spirited". Going to Metallica concert this weekend in Boston, then coming home to pack up whatever fits in my car or my brothers van and heading to New Brunswick. The first BIG step to becoming an adult, I am doing well with the quitting smoking, and I have successfully

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1098169822386042202004-10-19T03:01:00.000-03:002004-10-19T05:10:54.736-03:00

I went to New Brunswick for Thanksgiving, did a lot of thinking I am going to University next fall, getting my B Ed then my masters and finally my Doctorate. I should be a Doctor (not an MD mind you) by the time I am 32, will be in huge amounts of debt, but I will be able to be an eccentric university professor. Now this is where I need your assistance, anyone know of any good programs, also can

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1098041458328202832004-10-17T16:15:00.000-03:002004-10-17T16:30:58.473-03:00

I haven't written here lately mainly because I hated my job I was ashamed, depressed and didn't want to write most of the drivel that went through my head on a daily basis. Piercings are two weeks old and looking absolutely marvelous, I am completely infatuated with them. Thanks to everyone who came out for my Birthday it ROCKED! Shallen got married last weekend "CONGRATULATIONS" and I missed

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1096953756868372912004-10-05T01:35:00.000-03:002004-10-05T02:22:36.866-03:00

I am going to not one, but TWO Metallica shows in Boston the 24th and 25th of October... Bow down and kiss my feet!I am not moving till January now, in order to afford to go to Metallica and stay for :JORDAN & MEG'S Wedding... HOORAY! December 30th, and I cannot wait!I got my nipples pierced on Saturday evening, and it was nowhere near as bad as I expected, HONESTLY! They don't' even hurt now,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1096256748288274212004-09-26T21:50:00.000-03:002004-09-27T00:45:48.286-03:00

I was going to write some boring update about my life recently but fuck that would take ages to write and read . I could tell you about all the crazy adventures I have planned in the upcoming weeks, but that would take the fun out of posting about them later, as they happen. So instead I will ramble about strange goings on from the last update, I work not as much as I should but I have been

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1095044762883441782004-09-12T23:38:00.000-03:002004-09-13T00:06:02.883-03:00

I wrote this last year, and thought I would re-publish it for anyone who may be interested in knowing about my motor vehicle accident. ********************************************************************************** September 11th, 1999, I had graduated from high school in June, my hobbies were: running, swimming, walking, biking, skating, skiing, I had just signed up to learn how to

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1095042429085926932004-09-12T23:23:00.000-03:002004-09-12T23:27:09.086-03:00

I feel as if I may burst, I am melting into a pool of careless wondering depression, trying to fill a void that those around me seem to be filling with loads of intoxicants. That isn't my cup of tea, I don't want my head to be cloudy, I want to feel everything with all it's intensity, I want to know life and all the magic it has to offer. I wish to stop hiding from my potential, to grasp my

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1094626053753604642004-09-08T04:02:00.000-03:002004-09-08T03:47:33.753-03:00

Big changes coming soon. My parents may not recognize me when I move out west. Carol brought over a scale today, I am scared to step on it. OK I did it, 25 pounds... Wow not bad since July.. I think.. I hope... I am going to start going to church again... I am not going to drink anymore. I am done being designated driver for my friends, the pay is hit, and the job sucks. It went from giving

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1094193819907575012004-09-03T02:52:00.000-03:002004-09-03T03:43:39.906-03:00

I started my new J-O-B at ICT this means: I can work as much overtime as I want. I get paid weekly, less taxes come off. I will make 8$ an hour. unless I work more than 40 hours a week. Then I make 12$ an hour. I plan on working 60+ hours a week. Everything I make this month is for my move. Everything I make next month is for Metallica concert. I am only going out on Saturday nights. I am off

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1093903520787417182004-08-30T18:50:00.000-03:002004-08-30T19:05:20.786-03:00

I was at Hermans Saturday night, I seen Racheal and I turned around to look for you, I wanted to dance, you weren't there..... *sniff* Every time I see Audrey I want to make fun of her, cause you aren't around to do it. *sniff sniff* I haven't been able to write this here before because I sobbed all over the keyboard, I will be down for a visit September 18th. It's Keithsfest! Do try to go on

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1093842370002425652004-08-30T01:50:00.000-03:002004-08-30T02:06:10.003-03:00

I have blue streaks again. I went out on Friday night and got loaded! Happy Birthday to "the girl in the pink shirt". Not going to be designated driver again for a while. George Bush is a moron, he irritates me. I need to start sorting and packing. Job interview this past week went well. I am moving the computer so I can write more often. Angora hats stink when they get wet. Celine Dion's "I

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1093730974849623192004-08-28T18:59:00.000-03:002004-08-28T19:09:34.850-03:00

Last Sunday night, Jay, Amanda, Carol, Sean and I went down to swim by Marion Bridge at the wharf. The boats constantly coming in and out keep all the eel grass down and you can dive off the end of the wharf (I love to dive) and it's kinda sandy. Jay wanted to jump off the bridge, I was scared, I have wanted to do it since I was a little kid, since I first heard of and then seen people actually

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1093296215673472122004-08-23T17:14:00.001-03:002004-08-23T22:34:16.453-03:00

In Sydney, at the Capri at 4:00 am, keys locked in car, cell phone locked in car, cigarettes locked in car, my friend crying outside car, me sitting on ground, tears welling in my eyes. I had to work in the morning what the fuck was I going to do. Doochey asks if I have my id... WTF difference does that make? He quickly explains the cops can "jimmy" open my car (with power locks?) as long as I

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1093291683947586462004-08-23T16:23:00.000-03:002004-08-23T17:12:21.750-03:00

While Hanging out with "Girl" my phone rings (I changed it to the theme from Spiderman it's GREAT!), it''s Kenzo, with bad news. Our plans to move to Banff and settle down to live the life of rocks stars have been cancelled, his motherfucking cocksucking cousin ripped him off. He screwed all our plans so we have to change them again, and I am worried about Kenzie. "Girl" and I head out to "

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1093287464445798382004-08-23T15:16:00.000-03:002004-08-23T15:57:44.446-03:00

We arrived at Jaclyn's at 10, Tanya and I chilled out on the couch and Jaclyn offered us some beer, I proceeded to consume a lot of beer, approximately 5 in an hour and 15. Carol, Nikki and Mary came over to Jaclyn's after work at 11 and we all headed to the Slut Hut. I was exhausted, I had been up till 5:30 the night before, I was awaken at 9 am to drive my friends to work, and had barely ate

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1093284798553289502004-08-23T15:07:00.000-03:002004-08-23T15:13:18.553-03:00

Where to begin, we'll go back to Wednesday night, when things were magical and fun, I wore my blue low cut tank top with my white skort. I was happy once, I felt good, my skort didn't stay put, I have lost weight, my friends were dressed up and looking hot. We danced, we laughed, the hot DJ who I can't help but want, danced with me, flirted with me, and made me feel like a princess. Thursday,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1092970888573589462004-08-19T23:59:00.000-03:002004-08-20T00:01:28.573-03:00

Going out, having fun. Drama Queens beware. Comments section is wide open. Don't be a pussy leave your name!

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1092795590266922842004-08-17T23:15:00.000-03:002004-08-17T23:19:50.266-03:00

Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition This site has become boring, it is far to edited, I have begun to resent it. Wow I can't believe I finally said that..... This has become what I didn't want it to be.... maybe I am just another piece of crap blog on he Internet, and I should tuck my tail between my legs and let this die. I don't want this to become another drama queen bitch fest, or some boring

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1092716177103066822004-08-17T00:47:00.000-03:002004-08-17T01:16:17.103-03:00

I am going to take the time and fill this out, only because I get zillion a week from all my friends and they take FOREVER to fill out. Sam sent me this one and I do owe her an email. 1. What time did you get up? 1:42 pm 2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? George W. Bush (we'd have pretzels) 3. Gold or silver? Silver 4. Last film you saw at the cinema? The Village 5.

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1092636413039684282004-08-16T02:25:00.000-03:002004-08-16T03:06:53.040-03:00

- I can function at 7 am. - I may have the opportunity to go to another phenomenal concert. - today was my cousin Jordan's 23rd birthday. - Exorcist, The New Beginning opens on Friday. - Kennington Cove's water is still freezing cold in the middle of August. - Bejeweled can be addictive. - I have great friends. - Mr. Noodles is a cheap and filling meal. - Mosquitoes suck. - I love to swim. - I

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1092245889933317932004-08-11T14:21:00.000-03:002004-08-11T14:38:09.933-03:00

It's such a beautiful day, I am going swimming shortly at the bridge, I still haven't gotten up the nerve to jump off it yet. Tonight is a meteor shower, it supposed to be the peak night to watch it, I am rather excited, so I definitely want to be home to chill out on my deck and watch the "shooting stars" streak across the sky. I want to get dressed up to the nines and go out, we did it last

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1092034985526980272004-08-09T03:53:00.000-03:002004-08-09T04:03:05.526-03:00

It's 3 am, my friends are at a bar, and I am home alone, it's so very tranquil here tonight. I am sitting in my living room, looking out the window at the street lights reflecting off the Mira river, the sky is brilliantly lit with the stars and the sharp crescent of the moon. The thoughts that are jumbling and tumbling through my head, threaten to overthrow my sanity, to spill out of my head.

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1091775004759147372004-08-06T03:35:00.000-03:002004-08-06T03:50:04.760-03:00

HPP- Hardcore Party People! That's what me and my friends have become, I put the name together last night, we all share the same common ideas going out having fun all night long. I got to drink last night, dollar shot night, had a blast. Got incredibly intoxicated. Realized I have started to have more fun sober than drunk. I think I may be starting to black out, time to stop drinking at all. I

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1091496458830340872004-08-02T22:26:00.000-03:002004-08-02T22:27:38.830-03:00

Friday night, Tanya, Carol and I went over to Kenzo to assist him, Bill and Aaron finish packing up Kenzo's apartment, and say goodbye. He is now safely in Banff, and things will be different with him gone. I always joked with Kenzo that I would have to find him woman to clean his apartment,never thought it would end up being Tanya, Carol and I. I went to work on Saturday morning and ran up and

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1091220319391580942004-07-30T17:35:00.000-03:002004-07-30T17:49:50.906-03:00

I haven't updated in a while, I guess it's because I have been living my life instead of writing about it, also my Internet connection and operating system are not overly stable. I am hoping to correct this problem this weekend when some of my good friends from New Brunswick stop by. I am getting lonely.. People keep moving away, and have jobs, and since I barely work now, well I am bored. Maybe

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1090788606107592812004-07-25T17:46:00.000-03:002004-07-25T17:50:06.106-03:00

I miss this.... I need to write, it is an addiction, it is my thing... I miss this, I miss updating, and comments, damn computers, only a power cord (from back of tower to outlet) and mouse away from Internet connection. I went to Ozzfest, came home, my parents moved away, then Eric moved away,  then Morgan left, next Kenzo is going, Georgina and Chris next month.  I had some changes at work, and

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1090024711461751982004-07-16T21:28:00.000-03:002004-07-16T21:38:31.463-03:00

I had the most amazing time away!  The concert was fantastic, I can't even begin to describe the phenomal weekend I had.  I missed this site, I can't wait to have the oppurtunity to tell you all about it.  Unfortunately I am at a friends house getting ready to go out to a wedding reception.   I must be going.....   as soon as I get the other computer set up I will let you know everything.

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1089313866491479892004-07-08T15:38:00.000-03:002004-07-08T16:11:06.493-03:00

I published my first post a year ago this upcoming Saturday, July 10th, it was at work, just before my shift ended at the call centre. I never imagined I would write more than a few posts, then forget about it like I had done with so many things previously. I have zero organizational skills, I couldn't keep a journal, I had started more bloody diaries than I could count, trying to keep track of

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1089178350609980752004-07-07T02:01:00.000-03:002004-07-07T02:32:30.610-03:00

I have dinner and dancing tomorrow night, I am rather excited! 5 days till Ozzfest, I can barely breathe. My parents are moving, Dad will be in the East Coast again on Friday night. I am going to miss them both a lot, loads of packing going on. I seen Spiderman 2 tonight with a good friend, one I haven't known that long, and who is moving shortly. I am going to miss him as well. Big changes

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1089072582943145702004-07-05T21:04:00.000-03:002004-07-05T21:09:42.956-03:00

I am the luckiest girl on the planet, things have a way of always working out for me. Even when terrible things happen, in the end they always turn around and become somewhat postive. I am really happy and excited right now, so many changes, so many new adventures, so many new friends. Did I mention I am going to Ozzfest..... no... oh I am going to OZZFEST this weekend in BOSTON! So psyched,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1088991656761903052004-07-04T22:35:00.000-03:002004-07-04T22:40:56.760-03:00

I went to the movies tonight with my Mom, we went to see "The Notebook", I suggested it… now you may be sitting there going "Huh? Jamie wanted to see the cheesy gay romantic movie". Yes, yes I did, I wasn't sure why I wanted to see it but I knew I had to see it, and I am glad I did. I sobbed, yes sobbed!, watching the ending of that movie, it was an intriguing and beautiful story. If you want

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1088791037015583252004-07-02T14:23:00.000-03:002004-07-02T14:57:17.016-03:00

I AM GOING TO OZZFEST NEXT WEEKEND! I can barely type I am so excited.... I met a boy last night who was very persistant in pursuing me. We had a terrfic Canada day, and can't even begin to express my excitement! I am also moving to Banff in October, whose with me?

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1088473230070899512004-06-28T22:25:00.000-03:002004-06-28T22:40:30.070-03:00

It fills me, surrounds me, overwhlems me right now. Friends moving away, change in my lifestyle, my character, my "group", my family, my body. Supersteve has finished his blog, and unless I find an internet capable computer in the next 2 weeks, my poor site may just follow suit. This saddens me deeply, this blog is self-medicated, it's a great place to rant, rave, cry, expressed my joy,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1088467134411629372004-06-28T20:21:00.000-03:002004-06-28T20:58:54.410-03:00

I went to vote today, and I learned about something called Scrutineers (spelling?), seems rather dirty to me. I can't say to much cause my Grandfather was a MLA for 2 terms in this area, funny how everyone thinks this whole family votes the same way...... My mom says he could tell you how everyone in the community voted down to one vote, pretty weird eh. Hitler could run for Leader of the Party

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1088383846405561882004-06-27T21:46:00.000-03:002004-06-27T21:50:46.406-03:00

The thing I hate most about being a girl, occurred twice this month, hence the garble that is about to be spewn forth at each and every one of you who dares to read this. Have I mentioned how some days I hate being a “girl” and today is one of those days, I don’t normally call myself a “girl”, it doesn’t really suit me, then again nothing does lately. It would be great if I could actually be

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1088204271490230372004-06-25T19:57:00.000-03:002004-06-25T19:57:51.490-03:00

That is all!

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1088115239494263442004-06-24T18:59:00.000-03:002004-06-24T19:13:59.493-03:00

I am so tired, I can barely type, I am having a BBQ tomorrow night, if you wish to come comment below or send me an email (capergrl@gmail.com) to let me know. I have lots to say but not the energy to type it. 18 pounds, I lost 18 pounds on Atkins in 2 weeks, I am sticking with it for a while longer to see if this continues, and I haven't been hungry. I talked to the guy, he flirted like mad

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1087838210175462872004-06-21T13:23:00.000-03:002004-06-21T14:16:50.176-03:00

Going out to the Cabin, some guitars, beer, realaxing, possibly swimming, boating, very excited. I have to weigh myself, two weeks since I started Atkins.... Also started new "pill" so that could have made me "gain". I went out last night, and I felt good about myself, it was great. I called the guy yesterday, he had been away, he called me back, meeting up with him on Wednesday night.....

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1087679637190982732004-06-19T17:03:00.000-03:002004-06-19T18:13:57.190-03:00

I am bubbling over.... I am filled with so many emotions, thoughts, ideas. I want to pour out so many things, I want to speak about so many people, and I am thinking about so many wonderful concepts. I have renewed my struggle, I slipped, but have decided top push on, I think most of the people I perceived as being strong-willed have been crushed by crisis, so it gave me some doubts. I had a

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1087604361750787252004-06-18T21:17:00.000-03:002004-06-18T21:19:21.750-03:00

I am ready to quit, quitting, to start eating crappy food, I feel weak. I want to run down the beach with the wind in my hair, and forget I even think of you......

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1087420064694311412004-06-16T18:04:00.001-03:002004-06-16T18:20:41.220-03:00

I am afraid to leave my house..... I love my gmail account. It has words like fuck in the spell check, that is a MASSIVE selling point for me. Plus there is this thing called GMail Swap that has me completely addicted. The things some people will do to get their hands on GMail, is quite entertaining. The guy is single.... He gave me his number a month ago... Has it been to long? It took me

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1087271773888937032004-06-15T00:52:00.000-03:002004-06-15T00:56:13.890-03:00

I ran away, I escaped deep within me, somewhere where I felt save, somewhere I could be myself, where I would be comfortable to accept the change. I quit smoking over three weeks ago, I have cheated, but I haven’t because the way I look at it now, is every time I am drinking and have a puff, it’s just that, no more no less. I don’t want to get worked up over it, I do not have any intentions of

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1087198920848717362004-06-14T04:30:00.000-03:002004-06-14T04:42:00.850-03:00

I have 3 Gmail accounts to give away, any takers? Breast reduction and me? Am I ready for that? Summer is here, and I am excited. Sleep is much needed and anticipated at this moment. I might call a guy and ask him out on a proper date, we made out one night, I enjoyed it. I have looked at his number and set it aside quite a few times, I know he's interested, question is, how seriously? Why

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1087114695764985992004-06-13T05:08:00.000-03:002004-06-13T05:18:15.763-03:00

I am back, will continue with crazy rantings shortly, am very exhausted and content. I learned HTML in 20 minutes while I was "gone" after all my friends made it sound so complicated and difficult. I was rather disappointed with how simple and basic it really is, some of my "idols" have fallen from their pedestals. I had a wonderful evening, I felt the urge to get very dressed up and go out to

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086936824285283132004-06-11T03:49:00.000-03:002004-06-11T03:53:44.286-03:00

I will not be telling the story of my amazing adventures on Saturday night. Nor will I talk about anything that has happened over the last week except to say it's fantastic. I have made some major changes in my life and have been extremely sick because of them. Though I know things will work out well in the end, all I need is a little patience and some self control. I disappeared for a few

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086683235155857492004-06-08T05:02:00.000-03:002004-06-08T05:27:15.156-03:00

I am not quite sure where to begin or how to get the pure joy I inferences in proper context. I will ramble and see if you can decipher it. Friday night began with five wardrobe changes, 2 rearrangements of my hair and Jamie consuming 6 beers in two hours, before we headed out to the bar. We parked my friend Carol's car in a hotel parking lot (because she couldn't start drinking till she was

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086644821267399752004-06-07T18:44:00.000-03:002004-06-07T18:47:01.266-03:00

I will return later tonight to fill you all in on my crazy adventures. I am also running away for the next week, am very excited.

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086644556997742382004-06-07T18:35:00.000-03:002004-06-07T18:42:36.996-03:00

The moon was high, and the stars littered the sky with a sparkling residue that demanded attention. The wind was chill, but only so much as to make you shiver when you looked skyward and envisioned all the wonderful things that the heavens do hold. The world had a rosy cast that evening... soaking in and making you forget about rainy days and cloudy forecasts. A walk under the stars... Shoes

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086326071123285572004-06-04T01:53:00.000-03:002004-06-04T02:14:31.123-03:00

I am having a dilemma, I was supposed to go to the Slayer concert next weekend, my friend who was going to go with me backed out. I don't want to go alone, even though I know other people are going, and I don't have much money to spend, because I just resigned from one job, and don't start the other for two weeks. Main Street Mission on Saturday night, I am psyched. I have such a good time

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086246171364520022004-06-03T01:51:00.000-03:002004-06-03T04:02:51.363-03:00

It was a cool night, I had just bought a pack of cigarettes, but could not find a lighter, or match. I pulled my car up in front of the Hall steps, it was the informal gathering place for some people on cooler nights in this small town. I got out of my cavalier and asked one of the guys for a light. She was roller blading by, she stopped for a rest, as I lit my smoke. She approached me timidly

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086157702310719582004-06-02T03:12:00.000-03:002004-06-02T03:29:32.783-03:00

"They put it in your head Then put you in your bed He's watching say your prayers Cause God is everywhere" - Pantera Self revelation is a hard thing to deal with, sometimes I look at my friends and I see a piece of myself within them. Normally it isn't the good portion either, and I want to cower away from it. I feel empty, alone and destructive. I have an intense want to inflict pain and

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1086029109633782292004-05-31T15:30:00.000-03:002004-05-31T15:45:09.633-03:00

Happy Belated birthday to SUPERSTEVE!! Troy was an excellent film (for what it was) I almost melted a few times. I have a friend selling a futon (fold out bed/couch thingy) and computer desk anyway interested email me or leave comment. I discovered that universities study my favorite show and I don't feel so embarrassed anymore. International Journal of Buffy Studies I think people who

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085953458426132632004-05-30T17:55:00.000-03:002004-05-30T18:44:18.426-03:00

I had a crazy day yesterday, I woke up at 10:30 am, still drunk to see the lovely gentleman who had slept soundly next to me clearing up the empty beer bottles from the night before. He was pacing anxiously because his ex boyfriend had made plans to hang out with him that night. (Yes he is gay, i said slept not screwed his brains out). I mumbled some kind of congratulatory remark and then rolled

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085813733778371312004-05-29T03:53:00.000-03:002004-05-29T03:55:33.776-03:00

I am drunk and vulnerable right now. I hate myself for it. I cheated, I smoked 2 cigarettes tonight. I am a weak and terrible person, I watched to friends who are good people be vicsious to one another and i wanted to hurt them. Someone called me a fat bitch tonight, and it hurt..... Why would i let some drunk asshole cut me so close, where was my wall...

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085788628685975842004-05-28T20:45:00.000-03:002004-05-28T20:57:08.686-03:00

I am very happy and excited about tonight. I am going out soon to meet up with some friends that I used to work with, we are celebrating, I cannot wait. It should be a night filled with much laughter, dancing, a few tears, maybe some anger or hostility (mainly towards the company I used to be employed by), but a joyous occasion nonetheless. I have good reason to believe I may be rather

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085773125732169172004-05-28T15:21:00.000-03:002004-05-28T16:38:45.733-03:00

Last night I had no plans, I was just going to meet up with Tanya and Carol and see where the night brought u, what an adventure we ended up on. I met them at ICT shortly after 8 o'clock, they jumped in my car and we headed downtown to Tim Hortons, for some warm beverages. While we were there my friend Kevin called, he was also in town and was wondering what I was doing, I explained to him how

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085644209050235262004-05-27T03:51:00.000-03:002004-05-27T04:50:09.050-03:00

Thank God for Messenger! I have the most bizarre conversations though also very educational ones at 4 am, with some of the strangest characters on the planet. My contact list is full, I removed some people I used to chat with often, but have not maintained the communication, I didn't block them so they can still message me. This allows me room to add more contacts and have even more

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085530043478065402004-05-25T20:54:00.000-03:002004-05-25T21:07:23.476-03:00

Sunday night, Carol, Tanya, and I went on an interesting adventure to Sydney Mines, to aid my friend Kenzo at his new job, as a pizza delivery guy. Did I mention that I cannot read a map or give directions to save my life? Its true! I haven't laughed that much in a long, long time, I had been so stressed from all the crap going on in my life, I hated my job, I was concerned about so much shit.

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085522143296219252004-05-25T18:44:00.000-03:002004-05-25T18:57:28.610-03:00

Saturday night, I went into Herman's with some friends, expecting to meet up with some other people, who didn't show due to fights with boyfriends, bad reactions to chemicals, or just plain lack of funds. I was fairly intoxicated by the time I arrived at the doors, I proceeded to ingest 2 more beers, for added courage, before heading towards the table the "guy" was seated at. I knew one of the

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085471792319185422004-05-25T04:05:00.000-03:002004-05-25T04:56:32.320-03:00

I resigned from my job today, didn't have any choice, resign or get fired, my doctors note was unacceptable... someone jokingly offered pay me a hundred dollars to throw a fit, if he had the cash to lay on table I would've. My supervisor asked me politely not to make him call security... LOL... He really is one hell of a guy. I think I am one of the few people how has actually walked out of

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085249560113848472004-05-22T13:46:00.000-03:002004-05-22T15:12:40.113-03:00

I discovered something lately, that I am still having a hard time believing, I still make girls jealous….. I thought I was excused from, due mainly to my size, the annoyance of dirty looks from little blonds from across a room, while I was talking to the good looking young man or two. This has occurred a lot lately, and I am not talking about conversing with another girl's boyfriend, these guys

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085120393706724002004-05-21T03:17:00.000-03:002004-05-21T03:19:53.706-03:00

Well I kept my resolutions last night, no smoking cigarettes, no fowl moods, though there was a huge damper on my cheerfulness for a full hour, tonight. I managed to overcome the rain on my parade so to speak, and turned it into a rather enjoyable evening. Mainly because I was not at work, not smoking, and being in the presence of some terrific company was also very enjoyable. I made over a

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085075871325319412004-05-20T14:54:00.000-03:002004-05-20T14:57:51.326-03:00

That's right it's day 10 and regardless of anything... It's going to be a wonderful day. I have my interview tomorrow, then a little bit of work (6-10),then a going away party for Shawn... should be good times. Saturday night I want to go see Troy, then Hermans... I hope to see the guy, better yet I hope to find the courage, (sober) to talk to him....

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1085020360228187582004-05-19T23:22:00.000-03:002004-05-19T23:32:40.226-03:00

My brother and I just had a blog war, not something I really wanted... SuperSteve is supposed to be the one with the family dramas on his blog not me... lol just kidding Seriously though, miscommunications that lead to full blown family fighting over the internet... not my cup of tea.... Again I am a big, self absorbed, selfish bitch... My brother treats me too well, and takes good care of

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084994065733811922004-05-19T16:09:00.000-03:002004-05-19T23:39:04.320-03:00

Welcome to sibling rivalry blog style.... Read this it's about me! I don't say it quite enough I am a self absorbed, selfish bitch...... I will admit this fully completely constantly... I owe my brother money... a fair amount of money... around 600$... due to car payments, smoking, credit card bills, price of gas, lending out money and not getting it back ( I am owed probably around a grand

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084986334369452772004-05-19T13:05:00.000-03:002004-05-19T14:19:23.986-03:00

I have decided to start including a piece at the end of each blog, regardless of its particular ramble or rant, about Cape Breton. It could be something I love, something I hate, something I found weird or intriguing, something of amusement. Or perhaps just a random fact/myth, I have heard along the way. I have now lived here for one year, 4 months, not that my friends is quite a spell,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084924259205635202004-05-18T20:45:00.000-03:002004-05-18T21:16:32.433-03:00

Ok for those of you who haven't noticed in previous posts... I am a tree hugging hippy, but I am complicated, since I eat meat, wear leather, have problems with abortion being used as a form of birth control, I don't agree with gun control... and the list goes on..... I do however very much so, DISAGREE with war, in all for and for all reasons, I think it's stupid and pointless and just take

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084916916186096542004-05-18T18:47:00.000-03:002004-05-18T18:51:30.540-03:00

Job Interview 2 pm Friday Fortress of Louisburg Where are my resignation papers?

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084771403168332592004-05-17T01:53:00.000-03:002004-05-17T02:23:23.170-03:00

I quit smoking again! I made it to day six, I am rather proud of myself, now day 60 will be the real achievement, I have had some interesting support along the way. I am a stubborn bitch, the more someone tells me I cannot do something, the more I strive to prove them wrong. So thanks to SuperSteve for telling me I am a spineless loser, and I appreciate you Cory for telling me I could never

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084662530078150702004-05-15T15:10:00.000-03:002004-05-15T20:08:50.076-03:00

Some people are stupid and don’t know what’s goods for them, I do.. I tell them, they ignore me their lives are miserable, they are dumb! I enjoy Hermans, I enjoy the atmosphere, the vastness of the bar, the wandering around alone with my nose in the air watching people leap out of my way My friends and I are going to Hermans tonight and we are going to have fun, even if I have to beat them

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084435218970468842004-05-13T04:19:00.000-03:002004-05-13T05:08:54.056-03:00

Would you ask the crazy girl for advice? I realized something a long time ago, people trust my opinion, maybe that’s because I am not afraid to give it, but they do. A vast majority of the people I interact with, turn to me for advice, or seek my counselling when they are having a bad day, or are at a cross road. Now not all of my friends and acquaintances do this, the weird thing is when

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084427680634422512004-05-13T02:47:00.000-03:002004-05-13T02:59:15.096-03:00

I have been working too much overtime lately, I worked more hours last week (55) than I did the previous 2 weeks combines (48), I have already worked 49 hours this week, and I am scheduled tomorrow. My brain has turned to mush...... I am listening to the installation music for an older version of our product with a lady with a thick middle American accent, she sounds like the mother from

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084232861651074062004-05-10T20:47:00.000-03:002004-05-10T20:47:41.650-03:00

I am having one of those days where I really wish my parent's first born child had been male instead of female (in case you are slow on the uptake, I am the oldest in my family), I hate being a girl! Now you may be sitting there asking yourself "Why?".... cause at least if I was a guy, I wouldn't have to worry about getting knocked up or bleeding once a month.... I know it's gross and "We

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084173868735468242004-05-10T04:23:00.000-03:002004-05-10T04:24:28.736-03:00

I was re-reading some of my archives tonight, I have 175 posts... It's weird looking at my writing change.... mature even... I actually write posts now... I wanted to make a quick note that one of my favorite Blogs on the internet was unavailable for a while there and I missed it immensely.... Now it's back, and it has changed... or maybe it hasn't... It seems to be on a much more personal

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084155662719138262004-05-09T23:19:00.000-03:002004-05-09T23:21:02.720-03:00

Have you ever noticed someone somewhere and thought that person looks like a really interesting person.... plus they are really attractive... though you notice the other people around them seem like a pretty tight knit group and you have no real logical reason to approach them..... though you always wanted to..... Last night a group of my friends and I all met up at Herman's during the course of

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1084150447021995492004-05-09T21:53:00.000-03:002004-05-09T21:54:07.020-03:00

My weekend started out at my friend Erica's at a fantasia party.... then on to my brothers house for a beer, shower, and quick clothing change, and over to Cory's for another beer, then a brief cab ride down to Luker's for some festivities. I was feeling quite apprehensive, walking in alone with a 15 pack of beer, that I did not have time, nor tolerance, to drink all of, thankfully some other

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1083876368384124772004-05-06T17:46:00.000-03:002004-05-06T17:49:21.293-03:00

I am going to try and write a positive post, even though things in my life have been getting more negative by the moment, work has been hectic, phone got disconnected, loosing job (which sucks, the job I mean). I am having a Fantasia Party on Friday night at my friend Erica's, she was nice enough to let a bunch of crazy horned up girl come buy sex stuff at her house, she's nuts. I can't wait,

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-108356768073608722004-05-03T04:01:00.000-03:002004-05-03T04:04:27.436-03:00

So the cute guy from work.... Yea over that like yesterdays news. We were talking and his criteria for dating woman was : 1. Non-smoker (I still smoke) 2. Non-drinker (not today... but tomorrow is Friday) 3. No drugs (no comment) 4. Catholic ( I disagree with catholism) 5. No Kids (Check) 6. Long Dark hair (Check) 7. Have a university degree. (Not yet) 8. At Least 5 foot 6 (Check) 9. No more

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1083482268735201362004-05-02T04:17:00.000-03:002004-05-02T04:20:57.500-03:00

I am going to give the Atkins diet a shot, which means no drinking, pizza, chips or pop..... I am hoping it works, though it will probably involve miagrain headaches, and a lot of sadness on my part. It's funny cause a lot of people my age believe that they cannot have fun unless they are drinking... I don't buy into that mentality, but at the same time, I do go out drinking a lot. I think the

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1083394599280410932004-05-01T03:56:00.000-03:002004-05-01T03:59:46.496-03:00

I will be attending "Dinner Theatre" on this wonderful, fine, evening ( yes part of this was said in a very snotty tone). I am going to dig out the dog collar, all the piercings will be adorning my body in full force and maybe even some strange color in my hair. I will have on the dark, make-up and I will probably speak slowly and concisely to everyone in attendance. Now if I get this other

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1083123204533418942004-04-28T00:33:00.000-03:002004-04-28T00:58:21.920-03:00

I am afraid.. terrified even......... I am becoming the thing that I hate most..... a "girl"... not a kewl chick, not a young woman, or sharp lady, or sexy dame... but a "girl". You know the ones with all the emotions, who are always DQing on everyone...... (*DQ=Drama Queen*), who is all about guys constantly, and forgets that their is a life outside of a "relationship". The girls who correct

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1083096279992927952004-04-27T17:04:00.000-03:002004-04-27T17:07:44.466-03:00

"M"-I miss your blog, I respect your decision, but I was holding out hope you would change your mind... *sniff* "Someguy"-I am sorry things couldn't have worked out better, you are one of the greatest guys I have ever met, but Ma was right you are too "tame" for me. "Kiddo"- I am sorry, cause I always seem to be pissing you off. Kenzo- Thanks for having us all over on Saturday night, I had a

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1083021942852326892004-04-26T20:25:00.000-03:002004-04-26T21:30:11.436-03:00

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, then go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. And I mean anything!

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1082965744611912592004-04-26T04:49:00.000-03:002004-04-26T04:52:06.983-03:00

I need cheering up! I need answers to my questions? I need to ask out the intelligent, cute and charming, gentleman from work, who provokes me constantly, which keeps me very intrigued....... I need a hug!

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1082877176709290432004-04-25T04:12:00.000-03:002004-04-25T04:15:58.530-03:00

I am drunk right now, in a skirt, trying to hold a smoke and type at the same time, not working well. I could write about what's on my mind at this very moment but that's too predictable. Instead I will enlighten you al on the busiest night I have ever seen at Main Street bar in North Sydney. I had a blast, we came over to my friend Kenzo's around 9ish, Bill met us as went came through the

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1082706008164546622004-04-23T04:40:00.000-03:002004-04-23T04:43:07.623-03:00

I was in a room filled with sunshine and brightness except there was a door and the doorway was pitch black, the shadows were creeping in engulfing everything with their presence........ slowly filling the room, then all of a sudden more and more things in the room; that had once made it so bright were suddenly, turning cloudy or had already turned to shadows. I was being surrounded by this dark

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1082653951057315332004-04-22T14:12:00.000-03:002004-04-22T14:15:30.340-03:00

May 28th, supposed 12 week severance package, no more job for me, good thing I applied at Fortress.

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1082602356788443142004-04-21T23:52:00.000-03:002004-04-21T23:55:53.326-03:00

I ended things with the guy- we are two completely different people, he being the nicer of the two, and I not wanting to drag him into my roller-coaster of a life... My father is flying out to Grande Prairie on Saturday morning.... this makes me very sad, I love my Daddy, and will miss him terribly. I am going on the Atkins diet shortly, my parents have been on it for a month and have lost 20

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1082531985165442932004-04-21T04:19:00.000-03:002004-04-21T04:22:42.890-03:00

I am struggling.... with sex....... and I can't talk about it.... because it's inappropriate and my family sometimes reads this..... But can someone tell me how to turn off my hormones. Almost every guy that walks by who is single, is a potential **** but I was brought up that it is wrong, and I don't want to be a whore... Please tell me how to turn it off..... I am dying to "

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5563696.post-1082361584536016192004-04-19T04:59:00.000-03:002004-04-19T05:02:39.733-03:00

Big amounts of writting coming,soon........... I must relieve burden of mind clog, too many conflicting thoughts swirling in head. I am quickly sinking into a pit of self-loathing and mental decay..... anyone without problems to dump on top, want to help? Oh that's right i have to suck it up and deal with it cause everyone else has their own shit to deal with too! I forgot!

Jamie Lynnnoreply@blogger.com0