Monday, November 08, 2004
Wrong-I apologize
READ BROAD AT BAT the one titled WEAKER SEX... I suck at linking, but I have some comments... but I need you to know where I am coming from.
I was wrong, I believe I have been wrong about so many things lately.My previous post was terrible, please accept my apologies.
I was ill last night and was ill today as well, which provided me with loads of time to think, and I think I need a lifestyle change as well as a location change.. I watched Ararat today, and Beyond Borders, and far too many "get your ass in gear" commercials, felt bad about being a spoiled bitch.
I have an issesant need to help people, and lately I have failed miserably at doing anything beneficial to anyone, I have only help people to become even less self sufficent.
I am moving, I was balancing on the end, of staying here, getting job at the Casino or something, but you know what.... FUCK THAT SHIT!
I am off to New Brunswick, I am going to University, probably at Mount Allison, maybe as soon as January. I will not have a computer, an address, a phone number, or a job. I think I am getting rid of my car and going to Europe to work as an Au Pair till the summer.
I feel relieved, I made a choice, and now I can go full steam ahead. I have to strip my room tomorrow, anyone want anything, I gave away most of my clothes.
I cried almost 15 separate times today at sappy stuff on TV, including Extreme Makeover:Home Edition and Touched by an Angel. Watching TV with my Mom can be hazardous to my tear ducts.
Happy Belated Birthday Jeff- see you Thursday!
READ BROAD AT BAT the one titled WEAKER SEX... November 6th, 2004 post, READ IT!
I was wrong, I believe I have been wrong about so many things lately.My previous post was terrible, please accept my apologies.
I was ill last night and was ill today as well, which provided me with loads of time to think, and I think I need a lifestyle change as well as a location change.. I watched Ararat today, and Beyond Borders, and far too many "get your ass in gear" commercials, felt bad about being a spoiled bitch.
I have an issesant need to help people, and lately I have failed miserably at doing anything beneficial to anyone, I have only help people to become even less self sufficent.
I am moving, I was balancing on the end, of staying here, getting job at the Casino or something, but you know what.... FUCK THAT SHIT!
I am off to New Brunswick, I am going to University, probably at Mount Allison, maybe as soon as January. I will not have a computer, an address, a phone number, or a job. I think I am getting rid of my car and going to Europe to work as an Au Pair till the summer.
I feel relieved, I made a choice, and now I can go full steam ahead. I have to strip my room tomorrow, anyone want anything, I gave away most of my clothes.
I cried almost 15 separate times today at sappy stuff on TV, including Extreme Makeover:Home Edition and Touched by an Angel. Watching TV with my Mom can be hazardous to my tear ducts.
Happy Belated Birthday Jeff- see you Thursday!
READ BROAD AT BAT the one titled WEAKER SEX... November 6th, 2004 post, READ IT!
