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Friday, July 30, 2004

Choatic Ramblins of an Oblivious Fool 

I haven't updated in a while, I guess it's because I have been living my life instead of writing about it, also my Internet connection and operating system are not overly stable. I am hoping to correct this problem this weekend when some of my good friends from New Brunswick stop by.

I am getting lonely.. People keep moving away, and have jobs, and since I barely work now, well I am bored. Maybe I will get an extra job for summer. I think bouncing at Herman's could be fun, and I would get Gold passes....

Ozzfest was amazing, I wrote out a massive description about the "maggots" (Slipknot fans) and how mind-blowing Judas Priest was, and how I was stuck in a trance the entire time Black Sabbath was on stage. Then my computer froze, I also lost an email I was writing Sam, that could have rivaled a small novel. I lost it all and proceeded to throw a massive temper tantrum.

I got drunk the last three nights straight... Something I haven't done in ages. The "Caww's" Kiara,Kenzo, Carol, were designated drivers and I love them for it.

I ended up at the Main Event last night, it's forever since I was there drunk, I knew five people, but we had fun, loads of cute guys, and I didn't fall once.

Oh wait I haven't told you about my falling....

Tuesday night, went to Daniel's, it was 5$ cover, we said no way, (Jimmy Swift playing, I went in to find friends, they seem like a good band?), and walked over to Herman's. Good looking bartender with long hair was working (I have thing for long hair I cannot help it) he sold us jugs of Draft. DJ played some house for us and we danced and danced and danced.

Creepy bouncer came over, (he stalks me all the time in Herman's) and made the mistake of telling us no one ever comes over from Daniels on a Tuesday night, they all go to Capri. We chugged our drinks and ventured off to Capri, Kiara and I walked we were too drunk to get in vehicle. We had played I never, it was the death of me, I guess I have done quite a few odd things in my life.

Capri was jammed, for a Tuesday night, and we danced some more, I left to go get air, and fell down the stairs, broke my shoe and Jude and her hot friend helped me up.

Wednesday night we went to Tanya's drank Colt 45, I chocked it down, then headed to Rum Jungle in massive tear to get dollar shots. We got doubles in single glasses cause they ran out and we were desperate. Danced my ass off again, had a blast went to Capri, got tripped by asshole who ran away before I got back up, it was raining floor wet. The whole right side of my body was SOAKED. Hot guy helped me get up and cleaned my glasses, Kiara made sure I looked OK. I was wearing my jean skirt I made that afternoon, the wet part just looked like dark material....

Last night Carol picked me up, I drank the rest of the Colt, (3/4 bottle) in an hour, then rushed to Chandlers met Tanya and her date, drank some draft there. Went to Main Event and had a few more, danced a little, got pizza, and came home. I passed out around 3:30 and slept like a lamb till 1.
I went swimming today and sunbathed nude on the deck. I love living in Marion Bridge.

Friend moving tomorrow, said friend I used to have romantical feelings for, said freind put moves on me one night while both drunk, uncertain if just drunk thing. Should I avoid situation, since friend is moving, or be blunt and ask WTF?

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Withdrawl 

I miss this.... I need to write, it is an addiction, it is my thing... I miss this, I miss updating, and comments, damn computers, only a power cord (from back of tower to outlet) and mouse away from Internet connection.
I went to Ozzfest, came home, my parents moved away, then Eric moved away,  then Morgan left, next Kenzo is going, Georgina and Chris next month.  I had some changes at work, and wearing a chemise, jacket, full length skirt, apron and cravat plus bonnet while running up and down stairs can prove to be quite warm.
I am also experiencing some confusion over some events that took place last weekend.  I went to Ingonish on Thursday and got to sleep on the beach it was amazing, thanks again guys for inviting me along.
I am now only working on Saturdays and Sundays so if anyone wants to hang out, get in touch.  I still have no Internet and occasionally use my aunt and uncles computer.
Went swimming yesterday got a bit of a burn, I love living in Marion Bridge.Anyway too many people trying to message me on messenger.... Argh I have so much to pour out to my dear sweet blogs..... some is more to keep me from exploding...
Take care all hope you are enjoying your summer.

Friday, July 16, 2004

I'm Back 

I had the most amazing time away!  The concert was fantastic, I can't even begin to describe the phenomal weekend I had.  I missed this site, I can't wait to have the oppurtunity to tell you all about it.  Unfortunately I am at a friends house getting ready to go out to a wedding reception.
 
I must be going.....
 
as soon as I get the other computer set up I will let you know everything.

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Welcome to the Jamie Show.... Part Deux. 

I published my first post a year ago this upcoming Saturday, July 10th, it was at work, just before my shift ended at the call centre. I never imagined I would write more than a few posts, then forget about it like I had done with so many things previously.

I have zero organizational skills, I couldn't keep a journal, I had started more bloody diaries than I could count, trying to keep track of some of the crazy adventures, the strange thoughts, and weird ideas.

A whole entire year has gone by, and I have updated at least once a week, sometimes, multiple times in a day. Other people started blogs because of me, most did not last long, others sucked ass, a few caused major conflict, and most feed my addiction.

A few in the blogging community have let their blogs die, and then like Phoenix rising from the ashes, have come back and started updating again, and I am overjoyed.

I had no idea where this was going when I began, I still don't have the slightest clue what I have been trying to express, if it makes any sense, or why anyone reads my insanity.

I love this blog, I love what I get to say here, I love what I can't write here, I love the comments both good and bad, I love my links, I love my readers, even the ones too shy to comment.

I can't begin to express how much joy I have found in writing my thoughts, words, feelings, and releasing my bursts of psychotic energy here.

Thanks for reading this, thanks for giving some feedback every once in a while, thanks for being there, thanks for sharing my experiences, my fears, my dreams, and putting up with the ranting and raving.



Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Uncontainable Joy 

I have dinner and dancing tomorrow night, I am rather excited!

5 days till Ozzfest, I can barely breathe.

My parents are moving, Dad will be in the East Coast again on Friday night. I am going to miss them both a lot, loads of packing going on.

I seen Spiderman 2 tonight with a good friend, one I haven't known that long, and who is moving shortly. I am going to miss him as well.

Big changes going on around this part of the world, I can't wrap my mind around it all just yet, all I can think about is BOSTON!

I have stories to tell, hopefully I will have time tomorrow to write them all. I feel like lately my posts have been cheap, I have been a zombie with this new schedule.

I think it's unhealthy to be awake at 7 am every morning, it should be illegal, unless you have been awake all night.

Monday, July 05, 2004

Boston here I come! 

I am the luckiest girl on the planet, things have a way of always working out for me. Even when terrible things happen, in the end they always turn around and become somewhat postive.

I am really happy and excited right now, so many changes, so many new adventures, so many new friends.

Did I mention I am going to Ozzfest..... no... oh I am going to OZZFEST this weekend in BOSTON! So psyched, can't wait.

Sunday, July 04, 2004

Countdown to OZZFEST 

I went to the movies tonight with my Mom, we went to see "The Notebook", I suggested it… now you may be sitting there going "Huh? Jamie wanted to see the cheesy gay romantic movie". Yes, yes I did, I wasn't sure why I wanted to see it but I knew I had to see it, and I am glad I did. I sobbed, yes sobbed!, watching the ending of that movie, it was an intriguing and beautiful story.

If you want to see a good film (no tits or monsters sorry) which will make some of you wonder about that thing they claim exists called love, go see "The Notebook".

Speaking of love, I went to a beautiful wedding and reception yesterday, as two fantastic people were joined together for life. It was a really enjoyable time, I danced, I drank (water), I smoked (yes I cheated), I laughed with, then at my friends, I drove a bunch of drunks around. Good Times.

As stated previously, (and probably will be repeated again numerous times), I am going to Ozzfest next weekend in Boston! YAY!!!!!!! Hell YEA! And all that stuff! In less than 5 days I will be heading to Boston, I think this trip could be more bizarre than when I went to Mexico, I have to buy film, loads of film.

I am trying to prepare for other events that will be occurring after the weekend, but that's all hush hush till next week…..

My brother moved out of his apartment, and the girl he was living with is trying to start trouble with him.. Not cool....

I need to get back into writing emails, and sending out actual real letters to people, I miss that, receiving mail..and I am not speaking of email.

I went to work at 8 am this morning, I went to bed at 5:20 am, I got up at 6:50 am, can you say EXHAUSTED!

My mother made the most delicious chowder today for supper, like holy fuck, excellent chowder. I have been trying to eat more fish.

I got a lot of compliments on my "weight loss" last night, and it made me feel like a princess, I felt good about myself, which I think makes a huge difference in my appearance as well.

I feel like an old lady goingto bed aroudn ten o'clock every fucking night lol. Here we go again.

Good Night!

Friday, July 02, 2004

SHEER JOY! 

I AM GOING TO OZZFEST NEXT WEEKEND!

I can barely type I am so excited....

I met a boy last night who was very persistant in pursuing me. We had a terrfic Canada day, and can't even begin to express my excitement!

I am also moving to Banff in October, whose with me?

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