Monday, May 10, 2004
Looking Back
I was re-reading some of my archives tonight, I have 175 posts... It's weird looking at my writing change.... mature even... I actually write posts now...
I wanted to make a quick note that one of my favorite Blogs on the internet was unavailable for a while there and I missed it immensely.... Now it's back, and it has changed... or maybe it hasn't... It seems to be on a much more personal level... and yet as always, I identify with it much more than I am willing to admit....
Steve also wrote a post about friends and how things change and will never be the same again... I understand that on so many levels having met some of the most amazing people on the planet.... Then turning around a years, six months or 4 years later and moving away from them....
A good friend of mine is planning on moving away soon, I have already begun the mourning process, I am in denial.... cause as crazy as she is, she brings chaos into this chaotic girls life.... She and I share a lot of the same qualities, except she is a lot more "in your face" than me.... She definitely shoots from the hip....
I was talking-to the hot guy tonight after work on messenger.... He is quite brilliant, and not looking for a relationship, which was a huge relief because I didn't want to give him the wrong impression... I can't get involved in anything serious since I am not even sure where I will be tomorrow....
I wanted to make a quick note that one of my favorite Blogs on the internet was unavailable for a while there and I missed it immensely.... Now it's back, and it has changed... or maybe it hasn't... It seems to be on a much more personal level... and yet as always, I identify with it much more than I am willing to admit....
Steve also wrote a post about friends and how things change and will never be the same again... I understand that on so many levels having met some of the most amazing people on the planet.... Then turning around a years, six months or 4 years later and moving away from them....
A good friend of mine is planning on moving away soon, I have already begun the mourning process, I am in denial.... cause as crazy as she is, she brings chaos into this chaotic girls life.... She and I share a lot of the same qualities, except she is a lot more "in your face" than me.... She definitely shoots from the hip....
I was talking-to the hot guy tonight after work on messenger.... He is quite brilliant, and not looking for a relationship, which was a huge relief because I didn't want to give him the wrong impression... I can't get involved in anything serious since I am not even sure where I will be tomorrow....
