Saturday, May 29, 2004
Drunkeness
I am drunk and vulnerable right now. I hate myself for it. I cheated, I smoked 2 cigarettes tonight. I am a weak and terrible person, I watched to friends who are good people be vicsious to one another and i wanted to hurt them. Someone called me a fat bitch tonight, and it hurt..... Why would i let some drunk asshole cut me so close, where was my wall...
