Saturday, May 15, 2004
Blatant ramblings:
Some people are stupid and don’t know what’s goods for them, I do.. I tell them, they ignore me their lives are miserable, they are dumb!
I enjoy Hermans, I enjoy the atmosphere, the vastness of the bar, the wandering around alone with my nose in the air watching people leap out of my way
My friends and I are going to Hermans tonight and we are going to have fun, even if I have to beat them until they do. :D
I feel guilty about something that I shouldn’t, but I do not regret it.
The guy is making me feel like a girl, I hate it, now Erica is mocking me relentlessly about it.
My phone has not stopped ringing… Everyone trying to make plans, for tonight, there is too many things to be done and too much waiting around for it to happen.
I laid on my deck this afternoon in a bikini and got a bit of a tan, hopefully I did not burn, it should look nice considering I am going to wear out my white skirt tonight. I just hope I don’t spill anything on myself.
I also hand washed my baby, she looks smoking, the sun gleaming off her, and I was talking to one of my dearest friends while doing it, and we made plans to get together this summer.
I also talked to my cousin Ness (Vanessa but I have called her Ness since we were kids) and we also made plans to get together for a big visit this summer, I miss her cause she is such an incredible young woman.
I have some pretty amazing people in my life, everyone that I associate with is uniquely entertaining and the craziest part is I see a bit of myself in each of them. I love being in my twenties with my friends, discovering who we really are, outgrowing our stupid, childish insecurities; getting comfortable in our skin and with each other.
This summer is going to be a phenomenal time, but it will be filled with great sadness too, as we all begin to parts ways again, I back on the road again, them off into their own relationships, and life journeys.
I guess Trooper was right with the whole, “We’re here for a good time not a long time. The sun can’t shine everyday.”
I enjoy Hermans, I enjoy the atmosphere, the vastness of the bar, the wandering around alone with my nose in the air watching people leap out of my way
My friends and I are going to Hermans tonight and we are going to have fun, even if I have to beat them until they do. :D
I feel guilty about something that I shouldn’t, but I do not regret it.
The guy is making me feel like a girl, I hate it, now Erica is mocking me relentlessly about it.
My phone has not stopped ringing… Everyone trying to make plans, for tonight, there is too many things to be done and too much waiting around for it to happen.
I laid on my deck this afternoon in a bikini and got a bit of a tan, hopefully I did not burn, it should look nice considering I am going to wear out my white skirt tonight. I just hope I don’t spill anything on myself.
I also hand washed my baby, she looks smoking, the sun gleaming off her, and I was talking to one of my dearest friends while doing it, and we made plans to get together this summer.
I also talked to my cousin Ness (Vanessa but I have called her Ness since we were kids) and we also made plans to get together for a big visit this summer, I miss her cause she is such an incredible young woman.
I have some pretty amazing people in my life, everyone that I associate with is uniquely entertaining and the craziest part is I see a bit of myself in each of them. I love being in my twenties with my friends, discovering who we really are, outgrowing our stupid, childish insecurities; getting comfortable in our skin and with each other.
This summer is going to be a phenomenal time, but it will be filled with great sadness too, as we all begin to parts ways again, I back on the road again, them off into their own relationships, and life journeys.
I guess Trooper was right with the whole, “We’re here for a good time not a long time. The sun can’t shine everyday.”
