Wednesday, April 28, 2004
ARGH "Girls"
I am afraid.. terrified even......... I am becoming the thing that I hate most..... a "girl"... not a kewl chick, not a young woman, or sharp lady, or sexy dame... but a "girl".
You know the ones with all the emotions, who are always DQing on everyone...... (*DQ=Drama Queen*), who is all about guys constantly, and forgets that their is a life outside of a "relationship".
The girls who correct people's grammar in public, and flick their hair when a cute guy walks by, who get quiet when he looks them square in the eye. The ones who are so sharp with their snarky comments when the "girl" gets jealous, she'll cut someone down to make herself look better.
I have lost my edge, I have lost control of my emotions, I have been spinning down in this spiral, and the worst part is, I have been clawing out like mad at people trying to get someone to pay attention! Then; when they offer to listen I do the stupid most annoying things girls do....
I say "Nothing's wrong!"
When really some days I feel like my world is crashing down around me and that no one is noticing.... another annoying "girl" trait.
Then I wake up and realize, that everyone else has their own problems to deal with, and normally I solve my own, by dealing with everyone else's (typical "girl" thing to do).
This isn't making any sense (another "girl" thing- go on a rampage about absolutely nothing for no reason at the worst possible time! Argh!)
I don't know what I am trying to say... except.... bear with me I am going through some technical difficulties but the old, regular scheduled, programming, of "The Jamie Show" will be back shortly.
Now as for this "girl" who has stolen the mic in the meantime... well I am going to beat her frigging head off.
You know the ones with all the emotions, who are always DQing on everyone...... (*DQ=Drama Queen*), who is all about guys constantly, and forgets that their is a life outside of a "relationship".
The girls who correct people's grammar in public, and flick their hair when a cute guy walks by, who get quiet when he looks them square in the eye. The ones who are so sharp with their snarky comments when the "girl" gets jealous, she'll cut someone down to make herself look better.
I have lost my edge, I have lost control of my emotions, I have been spinning down in this spiral, and the worst part is, I have been clawing out like mad at people trying to get someone to pay attention! Then; when they offer to listen I do the stupid most annoying things girls do....
I say "Nothing's wrong!"
When really some days I feel like my world is crashing down around me and that no one is noticing.... another annoying "girl" trait.
Then I wake up and realize, that everyone else has their own problems to deal with, and normally I solve my own, by dealing with everyone else's (typical "girl" thing to do).
This isn't making any sense (another "girl" thing- go on a rampage about absolutely nothing for no reason at the worst possible time! Argh!)
I don't know what I am trying to say... except.... bear with me I am going through some technical difficulties but the old, regular scheduled, programming, of "The Jamie Show" will be back shortly.
Now as for this "girl" who has stolen the mic in the meantime... well I am going to beat her frigging head off.
