Monday, March 29, 2004
Sorry Kiddo!
Well the last few days have been rather indescribable, now for a girl who likes to be fairly descriptive in her writing, and she can't explain the last few days........
I will repeat, (for clarification purposes) that I am a selfish, self-absorbed BITCH!
When you read my rants bear this in mind, It's NOT intentional, my life is called "The Jamie Show" for a reason, I get going and planning and doing and forget.
I forget about all the people who make my life possible, right down the the assholes who call me and bitch in my ear, without them I wouldn't have this job.
I have super friends like Erica, who can be pretty blunt and honest, and sometimes is rather harsh in her judgments of people, but for some strange reason we get along. She has been a major source of financial support lately, lending me a bit of cash here and there, and when I was stressed a smoke too. She also helped me hop around after I broke my foot.
Tracey and Shane have also been there to lend some money, and have been patient, when I haven't been able to return it as quickly as expected.
I have Georgina who I call in the middle of the night when I didn't get up the nerve to kiss a guy, and feel like a jackass and she relates a similar experience, or tells me something absolutely crazy to cheer me up.
Kelly, who will come and drag me out of the hospital, cast and all, and make sure I get home safe and sound, and always has positive thoughts for me.
There are many others who come and go, who I don't see for days weeks, months, Davinna, Cory, Tanya, Steve, Aileen, Ryan, Cindy... who I bump into at work, at the bar, get a message on my phone, an email or call their answering machine in the middle of the night when I have run out of places to turn.
The person who has been the most dependable lately, who has been there over and over again, who lets me yell at him and laughs, my brother, I owe him my soul by now. He has the patience of a saint, and I owe him a million apologies.
My parents as always are my rock, the foundation in my life that keeps me from truly going off the deep end.
There are some really good people in this little island, I have found a few real gems, and I am constantly shocked when people mentioned that they read this site. I am rambling away and have lost track of my thoughts.
I have gone out with the guy every night since Wednesday I am still not sure where this is going and if he is a lunatic for dating me. Things are indescribable as I mentioned above, I will continue to keep you posted, at my own discretion.
I will repeat, (for clarification purposes) that I am a selfish, self-absorbed BITCH!
When you read my rants bear this in mind, It's NOT intentional, my life is called "The Jamie Show" for a reason, I get going and planning and doing and forget.
I forget about all the people who make my life possible, right down the the assholes who call me and bitch in my ear, without them I wouldn't have this job.
I have super friends like Erica, who can be pretty blunt and honest, and sometimes is rather harsh in her judgments of people, but for some strange reason we get along. She has been a major source of financial support lately, lending me a bit of cash here and there, and when I was stressed a smoke too. She also helped me hop around after I broke my foot.
Tracey and Shane have also been there to lend some money, and have been patient, when I haven't been able to return it as quickly as expected.
I have Georgina who I call in the middle of the night when I didn't get up the nerve to kiss a guy, and feel like a jackass and she relates a similar experience, or tells me something absolutely crazy to cheer me up.
Kelly, who will come and drag me out of the hospital, cast and all, and make sure I get home safe and sound, and always has positive thoughts for me.
There are many others who come and go, who I don't see for days weeks, months, Davinna, Cory, Tanya, Steve, Aileen, Ryan, Cindy... who I bump into at work, at the bar, get a message on my phone, an email or call their answering machine in the middle of the night when I have run out of places to turn.
The person who has been the most dependable lately, who has been there over and over again, who lets me yell at him and laughs, my brother, I owe him my soul by now. He has the patience of a saint, and I owe him a million apologies.
My parents as always are my rock, the foundation in my life that keeps me from truly going off the deep end.
There are some really good people in this little island, I have found a few real gems, and I am constantly shocked when people mentioned that they read this site. I am rambling away and have lost track of my thoughts.
I have gone out with the guy every night since Wednesday I am still not sure where this is going and if he is a lunatic for dating me. Things are indescribable as I mentioned above, I will continue to keep you posted, at my own discretion.
