Monday, March 22, 2004
Catch Up time!
Saturday:
What a crazy day. I decided today, I would ask the guy, out to a movie, or to shoot some pool.
I get to work and I get a message from a friend telling me she knows this guy who thinks I am cute, and he wants my email address to add me to his messenger. I ask who the guy is, even though I already had my eye on someone and had finally decided today was the day to gather up some courage, lose the fear of rejection and pose my question.
She tells me who the guy is, I am not interested in him, but she had already given him my email address, the box pops up and I foolishly click "ok you can talk to me, but if I don't like what you have to say I will block you" and he messages me all casually, and we chat, then comes the question I was expecting " want to go out and do something sometime.......
The exact same question (except for the wording) I had posed to guy not that long before, the message box was still blinking at the bottom, but I could not bare to click and see what the reply was.
I told the guy I was already pursuing something with someone else and did not want to mislead him. I mean it's the truth, it is so much nicer than I am not interested in you... cause that can hurt sometimes.
The message box is still blinking... oh god what if he says " No you big fat ugly cow, I would never want to go anywhere ever with you!" (not that he would cause like I have said in previous posts he's a pretty nice guy), but I do have an immense fear of rejection, pretty dumb of me...!
Monday:
I am sitting here, talking to the guy that I asked out the other day, on messenger. I love messenger because I can communicate with friends from all over the place, on a fairly regular basis, the only thing that I really hate about it, you CANNOT convey TONE. I, being a very sarcastic bitch, have a lot of difficulty with my inability to communicate simple everyday bits of humor, anger, disgust, and every other emotion.
So here's the question of the day... if you ask a guy out and he says I think about it.....
Does it mean
a) he isn't interested in going out with me EVER (cause that's what I think)
b) he actually needs time to evaluate the complexities of what going out, anywhere, with me would entail ( a silly girl told me that)
c) he may be concerned because he has a rather peculiar friendship with someone I know QUITE well (hehehehe a guy told me that)
d) he is stark raving mad in not immediately realize what a fantastical, superb, fine female I am ( that's the sarcastic bitch answer lol)
e) maybe he just realizes how stark raving mad I am, and decides that by not giving me a direct NO!, I won't go psycho...... ( cause that whole sentence made me sound normal...)
Yea leave opinion in comments!
What a crazy day. I decided today, I would ask the guy, out to a movie, or to shoot some pool.
I get to work and I get a message from a friend telling me she knows this guy who thinks I am cute, and he wants my email address to add me to his messenger. I ask who the guy is, even though I already had my eye on someone and had finally decided today was the day to gather up some courage, lose the fear of rejection and pose my question.
She tells me who the guy is, I am not interested in him, but she had already given him my email address, the box pops up and I foolishly click "ok you can talk to me, but if I don't like what you have to say I will block you" and he messages me all casually, and we chat, then comes the question I was expecting " want to go out and do something sometime.......
The exact same question (except for the wording) I had posed to guy not that long before, the message box was still blinking at the bottom, but I could not bare to click and see what the reply was.
I told the guy I was already pursuing something with someone else and did not want to mislead him. I mean it's the truth, it is so much nicer than I am not interested in you... cause that can hurt sometimes.
The message box is still blinking... oh god what if he says " No you big fat ugly cow, I would never want to go anywhere ever with you!" (not that he would cause like I have said in previous posts he's a pretty nice guy), but I do have an immense fear of rejection, pretty dumb of me...!
Monday:
I am sitting here, talking to the guy that I asked out the other day, on messenger. I love messenger because I can communicate with friends from all over the place, on a fairly regular basis, the only thing that I really hate about it, you CANNOT convey TONE. I, being a very sarcastic bitch, have a lot of difficulty with my inability to communicate simple everyday bits of humor, anger, disgust, and every other emotion.
So here's the question of the day... if you ask a guy out and he says I think about it.....
Does it mean
a) he isn't interested in going out with me EVER (cause that's what I think)
b) he actually needs time to evaluate the complexities of what going out, anywhere, with me would entail ( a silly girl told me that)
c) he may be concerned because he has a rather peculiar friendship with someone I know QUITE well (hehehehe a guy told me that)
d) he is stark raving mad in not immediately realize what a fantastical, superb, fine female I am ( that's the sarcastic bitch answer lol)
e) maybe he just realizes how stark raving mad I am, and decides that by not giving me a direct NO!, I won't go psycho...... ( cause that whole sentence made me sound normal...)
Yea leave opinion in comments!
