Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Another day another dollar
Last week was filled with many ups and downs.............. I even got up the courage (okay had enough to drink) to tell someone I have had a crush on for while, that I liked him, and haven't been able to look him in the eye since.
I got a final written at work, took a few days off cause I let my job get to me, got some more phone calls from the illiterate bouncer, and even tried on and purchased my first PVC item.
Things are still up in the air about my trip and I am wondering if I should for once in my life make the responsible choice.
I have a shift bid tomorrow, going to end up with terrible days off and will have till Sunday to decide whether to stick out another 60 days on a crappy shift (4pm-1am), with who knows what days off, just to keep doing a job I enjoy immensely.
I also got my yearly review back and discovered that I am better at my job than I let other people lead me to believe. I am one of those people that only needs one seed of doubt to make my garden of positivity be covered in weeds (where did that load of BS come from).
Which was amusing cause I received my review with great comments, right after receiving a comment that I actually let get to me.............. I am being rather vague but let's just say I let someone at work say something negative, and accepted it as truth.
I haven't really had much to say lately, yet on the other hand, have had too much to say and just wasn't sure if I should or even what to say.
I am learning more Cape Bretonese everyday............. did you know how versatile the word "How" is around here, I get confused every time someone asks me "how" instead of what or what.
Okay that was weird!
I got a final written at work, took a few days off cause I let my job get to me, got some more phone calls from the illiterate bouncer, and even tried on and purchased my first PVC item.
Things are still up in the air about my trip and I am wondering if I should for once in my life make the responsible choice.
I have a shift bid tomorrow, going to end up with terrible days off and will have till Sunday to decide whether to stick out another 60 days on a crappy shift (4pm-1am), with who knows what days off, just to keep doing a job I enjoy immensely.
I also got my yearly review back and discovered that I am better at my job than I let other people lead me to believe. I am one of those people that only needs one seed of doubt to make my garden of positivity be covered in weeds (where did that load of BS come from).
Which was amusing cause I received my review with great comments, right after receiving a comment that I actually let get to me.............. I am being rather vague but let's just say I let someone at work say something negative, and accepted it as truth.
I haven't really had much to say lately, yet on the other hand, have had too much to say and just wasn't sure if I should or even what to say.
I am learning more Cape Bretonese everyday............. did you know how versatile the word "How" is around here, I get confused every time someone asks me "how" instead of what or what.
Okay that was weird!
