Tuesday, October 07, 2003
So I made up my mind
That's right folks.......... I made some pretty hard-core decisions this week and I am sticking to each and everyone of them.
I AM GOING TO ENGLAND! April 7th-28th I will be in jolly ole England. I haven't decided where else, if we will venture in to Ireland (here's hoping) and we must go to Scotland but I will not talk to any men only boys under 18 and men over 35...... Therefore I will not meet "him" whoever he is.
I QUIT SMOKING. Sheer will-power. I have no self-control (did I mention my complete and utter lack of self-control). No deterrents of any sort, no patch, no pills, no special gums (except my excel). Just loads of water, a lot of silent screaming matches and my own stubbornness to keep me away.
I AM GOING TO SCHOOL. I am finally going to look into actually getting my teaching degree. If I have to go to school for the next ten years (cause I won't be happy till I have my doctorate). I may as well start the first few now. I'll get one done at the very least and see how it goes. I mean I am an old woman now.
I AM GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT. Who knows how much or how long it will take but by the time I am 25 I am going to be back to my normal healthy self, possibly I will run a marathon... Wouldn't like be nice. Maybe I will finally be able to learn how to snow-board.
I have also given up on my job, and letting it get to me in any way shape or form. My friends who I have to pacify all the time, well guess what it is over. I am not going to play mother hen anymore, if you want to be an idiot and get yourself in trouble by all means go for it.
I HAD THE SHITTIEST BIRTHDAY EVER. I went to a funeral for my 15th birthday and it was better than this one. Though the girls calling me to sing happy birthday, hermans, the rose, and the lovely comments, and the fit- I threw, all were high points.
(and for those of you a little sensitive stay the fuck away from the next statement)
*********NEVERMIND***************
I AM GOING TO ENGLAND! April 7th-28th I will be in jolly ole England. I haven't decided where else, if we will venture in to Ireland (here's hoping) and we must go to Scotland but I will not talk to any men only boys under 18 and men over 35...... Therefore I will not meet "him" whoever he is.
I QUIT SMOKING. Sheer will-power. I have no self-control (did I mention my complete and utter lack of self-control). No deterrents of any sort, no patch, no pills, no special gums (except my excel). Just loads of water, a lot of silent screaming matches and my own stubbornness to keep me away.
I AM GOING TO SCHOOL. I am finally going to look into actually getting my teaching degree. If I have to go to school for the next ten years (cause I won't be happy till I have my doctorate). I may as well start the first few now. I'll get one done at the very least and see how it goes. I mean I am an old woman now.
I AM GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT. Who knows how much or how long it will take but by the time I am 25 I am going to be back to my normal healthy self, possibly I will run a marathon... Wouldn't like be nice. Maybe I will finally be able to learn how to snow-board.
I have also given up on my job, and letting it get to me in any way shape or form. My friends who I have to pacify all the time, well guess what it is over. I am not going to play mother hen anymore, if you want to be an idiot and get yourself in trouble by all means go for it.
I HAD THE SHITTIEST BIRTHDAY EVER. I went to a funeral for my 15th birthday and it was better than this one. Though the girls calling me to sing happy birthday, hermans, the rose, and the lovely comments, and the fit- I threw, all were high points.
(and for those of you a little sensitive stay the fuck away from the next statement)
*********NEVERMIND***************
