Tuesday, September 09, 2003
So....yea
Today i am writing my blog for thursday and i just had to write a quick thinger to hold me over and you also have kelly's post to read in the mean-time. The second week of september is always a reflection of my life for me, I start getting excited about my upcoming birthday, and remembering past events and what i have seen this week over the last four years...but all will be explained when i write thursday blog, if i can figure out how to word it, and what the hell i really want to say and maybe by writing it i really can find the closure it is not so much the events themselves but the recovery period afterward and how it changed me. I wasn't always a self-absorbed bitch..... i used to do everythign to please everyone else........ and stil find myself doing that soemtimes. anyway rambnling shutting up and this is it...........