Saturday, September 13, 2003
So much to say....almost didn't post it.
I had so much to say this week of reflection having come to an end, a party tonight some things were said while i was "drunk"(well not drunk but drinking) but we will pretend i was "drunk" to save face lol. I was going to talk about things that were said and how that makes me feel because i have had more to drink and thought that would be a good idea (which means it isn't). By the way for those of you unsure the lol's are me laughing not an indication for you to laugh i don't really care if any of "you" find this at all amusing cause it amuses me! Anyway i decided to use my better judgement and let things blow over and see how things go when the smoke clears (which i have decided once and for all to quit even though my benefits don't cover the patch grrr) and the alcohol has emptied from my system, and well.... lalalala
I just wanted to let everyone know that my last entry was not a pity-whore entry! Though to those of you that I gave Goosebumps that's very cool that something I experienced and wrote about could have that effect on you... and for those with similar experiences, well I am glad it gave you an opportunity to talk about it and maybe find your own closure. It was something I needed to do for my own personal healing, the time has come for me to get back to being "normal" LOL whatever that means............ hehehehe the day I am "normal" is the day the world ends.
I have been drinking, and was quite impressed with my consumption this evening, (Hey Aileen I think I set a new record for most amount of beer and I have cut down since I stopped working in the bar with you.... it is going to be weird with you gone too..... what are we to do, we should just get rooms over the bar and open our "house of horrors") ..... Anyway.... So I am not going to ramble on too much with this nonsense.... Intriguingly enough (lol 4 u) I need to contemplate things..... I wonder if my timing was poor or if I worded things properly. Prob not but oh well that's where blunt and honest gets you.............
Things always work out well in the end, (or so a not so wise friend told me (just kidding I love you babe) the other day)... hehehe I just did a thinger in a thinger and really must shut up now... it is 6:31 am and I am not allowed to be awake during morning hours it is against the rules of the show! Nite all....... or good morning depending on what kind of freak YOU are.... hehehe... what should i dream about today.... damn i forgot my book at kel's i will never sleep and no one else is on messenger to entertain me... i'll have to think of some elaborate story to put me to sleep..... damn it is 6:33 and i am still typing... btw i went for a walk on dominion beach boardwalk tonite (well this morning... again freaks!) and had a lovely chat with my dear friend, Tracey and for those of you who love to mock me.... I was scared to death by two "love-birds" necking on the benches...tracey had seen them and said hello ( but i thought it was a part of the story she was telling) and i never noticed till one of them said hello back and i screamed like a little girl and almost jumped into tracey's arms like Scooby-doo........... hehehe i am a dumbass..... I do NOT want to work tonight...... SEAN YOU OWE ME BIG TIME, I BETTER START HEARING YOU TELL EVERYONE WHAT A GREAT SISTER YOU HAVE AND HOW I AM YOUR FAVORITE SISTER (i may be your only sister but still!)...... anythign going on next thursday cause he has thursday off i could have a long weekend, and if it wasn't for plans on sat i might head to hali.... then again i could duck out of plans on sat nite if anyone wants to go to hali? or the next weekend anyone up for a hali trip.. megs.... i may invade your place sooner than expected.... hrmm, though i am going to nb in october.... thanksgiving at grandma's oh i think i may cry thinking about it.... i am going to try and let my birthday blow by without anyone noticing ( but maybe i shouldn't write that here...dammit i already did... and i said i wasn't going to delete anything i wrote...shit!) i will just leave town and stay my age forever....muuuuhahahaha! okay 6:45 am, talking to ej...then going to sleep gotta love the 3 hour time difference..... if things don't change quickly tomorrow's blog may be titled "why i hate being female" and all men may want to refrian from reading it..... strictly for sanity purposes..... maybe i should become a headcase then i would understand everyone much better.. though blunt and honest seems to be working... and i need more midol! Steve everytime you have a party my bitchy aunt flo comes to visit...... hrmmmm, now maybe just maybe...... no nevermind...though if it worked i would be the happiest girl on the planet....hrmmmmmmmmmm....... no your parties are just to much fun for me to kill you so another one would never happen lol........ though it is ALMOST worth it.... too bad you are intriguing... damn you! okay now it is 7 am and i have read blogs commented and chatted and actually managed to make less typos tahn normal. Maybe i will be like cory and only blog after drinking............ anyway..... issues!
I just wanted to let everyone know that my last entry was not a pity-whore entry! Though to those of you that I gave Goosebumps that's very cool that something I experienced and wrote about could have that effect on you... and for those with similar experiences, well I am glad it gave you an opportunity to talk about it and maybe find your own closure. It was something I needed to do for my own personal healing, the time has come for me to get back to being "normal" LOL whatever that means............ hehehehe the day I am "normal" is the day the world ends.
I have been drinking, and was quite impressed with my consumption this evening, (Hey Aileen I think I set a new record for most amount of beer and I have cut down since I stopped working in the bar with you.... it is going to be weird with you gone too..... what are we to do, we should just get rooms over the bar and open our "house of horrors") ..... Anyway.... So I am not going to ramble on too much with this nonsense.... Intriguingly enough (lol 4 u) I need to contemplate things..... I wonder if my timing was poor or if I worded things properly. Prob not but oh well that's where blunt and honest gets you.............
Things always work out well in the end, (or so a not so wise friend told me (just kidding I love you babe) the other day)... hehehe I just did a thinger in a thinger and really must shut up now... it is 6:31 am and I am not allowed to be awake during morning hours it is against the rules of the show! Nite all....... or good morning depending on what kind of freak YOU are.... hehehe... what should i dream about today.... damn i forgot my book at kel's i will never sleep and no one else is on messenger to entertain me... i'll have to think of some elaborate story to put me to sleep..... damn it is 6:33 and i am still typing... btw i went for a walk on dominion beach boardwalk tonite (well this morning... again freaks!) and had a lovely chat with my dear friend, Tracey and for those of you who love to mock me.... I was scared to death by two "love-birds" necking on the benches...tracey had seen them and said hello ( but i thought it was a part of the story she was telling) and i never noticed till one of them said hello back and i screamed like a little girl and almost jumped into tracey's arms like Scooby-doo........... hehehe i am a dumbass..... I do NOT want to work tonight...... SEAN YOU OWE ME BIG TIME, I BETTER START HEARING YOU TELL EVERYONE WHAT A GREAT SISTER YOU HAVE AND HOW I AM YOUR FAVORITE SISTER (i may be your only sister but still!)...... anythign going on next thursday cause he has thursday off i could have a long weekend, and if it wasn't for plans on sat i might head to hali.... then again i could duck out of plans on sat nite if anyone wants to go to hali? or the next weekend anyone up for a hali trip.. megs.... i may invade your place sooner than expected.... hrmm, though i am going to nb in october.... thanksgiving at grandma's oh i think i may cry thinking about it.... i am going to try and let my birthday blow by without anyone noticing ( but maybe i shouldn't write that here...dammit i already did... and i said i wasn't going to delete anything i wrote...shit!) i will just leave town and stay my age forever....muuuuhahahaha! okay 6:45 am, talking to ej...then going to sleep gotta love the 3 hour time difference..... if things don't change quickly tomorrow's blog may be titled "why i hate being female" and all men may want to refrian from reading it..... strictly for sanity purposes..... maybe i should become a headcase then i would understand everyone much better.. though blunt and honest seems to be working... and i need more midol! Steve everytime you have a party my bitchy aunt flo comes to visit...... hrmmmm, now maybe just maybe...... no nevermind...though if it worked i would be the happiest girl on the planet....hrmmmmmmmmmm....... no your parties are just to much fun for me to kill you so another one would never happen lol........ though it is ALMOST worth it.... too bad you are intriguing... damn you! okay now it is 7 am and i have read blogs commented and chatted and actually managed to make less typos tahn normal. Maybe i will be like cory and only blog after drinking............ anyway..... issues!
