Tuesday, September 09, 2003
One of those days!
Did you ever have one of the days where you question every choice you have ever made, from you hair color to your living arrangements, your job, to small purchases. You wonder about exes and family, your co-workers, your friends................. about people who walk in and out of your life, I have had more than my fair share of people walk in and out of my life in the last five years. Having lived in three of Canada's province's and spent a summer in another........... Many of these people were simply acquaintances some were friends that I had for a long time and still talk to just not as much as I would have liked. You know it is a "joke" how my life is called the Jamie show (started by my father because of how self-absorbed I am and how I am a little controlling) but I do have guests, and a "crew", I have two great "producers" I am the director, star and the namesake of the show............... sometimes the show picks ups and moves and some of the crew travels with me and my many journeys. This is just a shout out to everyone to let you know I am glad you are part of my life or if you were I am happy for the time we spent together............ I am feeling reminiscy tonight............. I don't want to rant to much about all my great friends or it will sound like a drunk "I loooove you guys" speech!
How can you be great friends with someone, hang out every single day, and then call them a few months after you move away and have trouble discussing the weather, yet other friends you can call and cry about how your heart was just broken, even if you haven't spoken in months apparently i am not aloud to write shit like that cause some people (you're so vain you probably think this song is about you don't you? don't you?) get upset and freak on my brother and my friends when i write shit!, . Does anyone else have friends that they could call at their weakest moment and KNOW that they would fly across the country to be by your side? Friends who you can turn to and whine about something stupid and they are dealing with HUGE issues and still turn around and ask you how you are doing and you know their whole world is falling apart. Yet they really care!
I am ranting and raving and I am shutting up now............ take care of yourselves and your friends! (I am JERRY SPRINGER and that was my final thought hehehehe)
How can you be great friends with someone, hang out every single day, and then call them a few months after you move away and have trouble discussing the weather, yet other friends you can call and cry about how your heart was just broken, even if you haven't spoken in months apparently i am not aloud to write shit like that cause some people (you're so vain you probably think this song is about you don't you? don't you?) get upset and freak on my brother and my friends when i write shit!, . Does anyone else have friends that they could call at their weakest moment and KNOW that they would fly across the country to be by your side? Friends who you can turn to and whine about something stupid and they are dealing with HUGE issues and still turn around and ask you how you are doing and you know their whole world is falling apart. Yet they really care!
I am ranting and raving and I am shutting up now............ take care of yourselves and your friends! (I am JERRY SPRINGER and that was my final thought hehehehe)
