WELCOME TO THE JAMIE SHOW!

Here it is once again 5 am and i sit alone in front of the puter, wishing someone was awake on messenger to chat with......... it was a long and pretty uneventful evening for MOST of us. I went for a swim, had a lovely walk on the beach, contemplated my life, had no big revelations......... some small ones perhaps, and giggled like a fool; because here it is September and me and most of my friends have become boy-crazed......... I work in a rather large building filled with a lot of males (since it is a technical support work environment most of them are pretty in-ept with social interaction LOL), a lot of these so-called "boys" are pretty gosh-darn cute. This sometimes leads my job in the strangest directions......... having some of them catch my eye and I forget what i was just telling the poor client on the telephone. Ohhhh (hehehe) a girl who sits in close proximity to me and I were discussing the other day how some "boys" are not too noticeable at first and then you start to see them on a regular basis and get to "know" them per say and realize hey! he is rather attractive........ or start to develop a "work" crush...... ahhhh yes the work crush.......... you know a man with power (roar)...... suddenly is a bit more attractive....... some of us have had some pretty interesting dreams about our GM's. Anyway where was i going with this, ah yes.... work crush. i have a few, like the guy who I chat with on messenger (not that i would use messenger at work cause it is against company policy) who has GREAT eyes and a even GREATER ass........ and a girlfriend.... but gee whiz.. do i enjoy chatting it up with him! and the yummy hottie who cut his hair that I see outside every once in a while. Who I run away frfom when he tries to speak anywhere near me in case it may spoil my "fantasy" of him being an exotic creature; or the sweet innocent ones fresh from training with the "I haven't been tainted by my job" look in their eyes. Of course let us not forget the ones who have been their for a while who you thought they were so good-looking from a distance and then meet them and they end up being more like a brother to you ( or you hook them up with one of your friends). Now mind you the guys on a SUPER power trip IRRITATE the HELL out of me......... like "i can make your already sometimes stressful job a gazillion times worse by walking over and yelling at you" during the most inappropriate times. Or you could end up liking the "BOY" who works with you and you wonder if it's too inappropriate to persue anything in any way, shape, or form.... because really you do not want to be that chick that slept her way to the top( not that I meant that we had "slept" together for those of you who mis- interpt what i was trying to say)........... (though in all seriousness i would have to start a little higher, perhaps in management since the turn around rate where i work is ridiculous..... seriously).

I am beginning to wonder if it is because of the cold weather coming that we have all been a little more boy-crazed than usual....... you know a nice warm guy to have on those lonely cold nights.........

I have been avoiding the "relationship" crap for quite a while...... I enjoy the dating thing much more........ getting to actually know someone before you form any kind of commitment......call me crazy. though one of my friends suggested i just find a "fuck friend" (that rides a motorcycle apparently i would look good on the back of a bike like i don't have enough lesbians already hitting on ME!)......... which would be a novel idea; but everytime i met someone on strictly physical level it turns into "i love you and can't live without you" and then i end up moving to get away from them!

Not to sure where I was going with this one.......... maybe i should stop writting these things just as i am ready to climb into bed................ nawwwwwwww it makes for an interesting read when i wake up tommorow afternoon........... Take care folks......... and remember boys are supposed to make you a little crazy every once in a while......... hell we do it to them enough!