Sunday, August 24, 2003
My first drunk blog
So I said I wasn't going to write about my friend who I lost, and even though and I am drunk and have so many feelings to express that is not going to be one of them...............................................................so many things happened this weekend, and I finally convinced my friends to leave me alone (only because I could not stand to be in a moving vehicle)......sorry guys I love you but I have motion sickness to begin with let alone being drunk on top of that..........I can handle a lot of things but...........................so anyway..............................A great night all around spanks again to Ange for the invite..........we went to a concert (adult dance) where her boyfriend was playing in this band.........who btw pays some pretty fun old school music (for those of you who do NOT know I am HOOKED on old school classic rock, meatloaf, ]an==, led zeppelin, Lynard Skynard, Nazareth, and of course I love ram jam solely because of BLACK BETTY..............lol I LOVE the beat in that tune.......................and you gotta love *ROXY ROLLA* lol (inside joke...I miss the nick..........) anyway......................
so I had so many mixed emotions, I felt betrayed, then ecstatic, joyful, then depressed, happy, then "pretty", ugly, fat, intrigued, stupid, hurt, glee, idiotic, remorseful, hideous, attractive, flirty, shy, giggly, bashful.......tired and of course, I had to absorb it all so contemplative......................BTW I can spell but I don't chose to correct my mistakes because that would cause me to edit way to much of what I write and who really wants the censored version.,..................I wanted to kiss a boy this weekend and because of his anal friend who wanted to go home.............and he felt obligated to stick to his friend (which I understood) I didn't get to................................and the boy I have been kissing as of late...............well that is a story that isn't worth the breath to tell.........................
so now I am alone..........and slightly in need of a pick me of and btw ("a reader" your comments were much needed not overly deserved but greatly appreciated nonetheless (is that all one word and do I really care at this moment?)
so i had so many mixed emotions, I felt betrayed, then estatic, joyful, then depressed, happy, then "pretty", ugly, fat, intrigued,stupid, hurt, glee, idiotic, remorseful, hideoius, attractive,flirty, shy, giggly, bashful.......tired and of course, i had to absorb it all so contempaltive......................BTW i can spell but i don't chose to correct my mistakes because that would cause me to edit way to much of what i write and who really wants the censored version.,..................i wanted to kiss a boy this weekend and because of his anal friend who wanted to go home.............and he felt obligated to stick to his friend (which i understood) i didn't get to................................and the boy i have been kissing as of late...............well that is a story that isn't worth the breath to tell.........................
so now i am alone..........and slightly in need of a pick me of and btw ("a reader" your comments were much needed not overly deserved but greatly appreciated nonetheless (is that all one word and do i really care at this moment?)
I need to talk to a real live person right now................................so i will blog later..................................or whatever
so I had so many mixed emotions, I felt betrayed, then ecstatic, joyful, then depressed, happy, then "pretty", ugly, fat, intrigued, stupid, hurt, glee, idiotic, remorseful, hideous, attractive, flirty, shy, giggly, bashful.......tired and of course, I had to absorb it all so contemplative......................BTW I can spell but I don't chose to correct my mistakes because that would cause me to edit way to much of what I write and who really wants the censored version.,..................I wanted to kiss a boy this weekend and because of his anal friend who wanted to go home.............and he felt obligated to stick to his friend (which I understood) I didn't get to................................and the boy I have been kissing as of late...............well that is a story that isn't worth the breath to tell.........................
so now I am alone..........and slightly in need of a pick me of and btw ("a reader" your comments were much needed not overly deserved but greatly appreciated nonetheless (is that all one word and do I really care at this moment?)
so i had so many mixed emotions, I felt betrayed, then estatic, joyful, then depressed, happy, then "pretty", ugly, fat, intrigued,stupid, hurt, glee, idiotic, remorseful, hideoius, attractive,flirty, shy, giggly, bashful.......tired and of course, i had to absorb it all so contempaltive......................BTW i can spell but i don't chose to correct my mistakes because that would cause me to edit way to much of what i write and who really wants the censored version.,..................i wanted to kiss a boy this weekend and because of his anal friend who wanted to go home.............and he felt obligated to stick to his friend (which i understood) i didn't get to................................and the boy i have been kissing as of late...............well that is a story that isn't worth the breath to tell.........................
so now i am alone..........and slightly in need of a pick me of and btw ("a reader" your comments were much needed not overly deserved but greatly appreciated nonetheless (is that all one word and do i really care at this moment?)
I need to talk to a real live person right now................................so i will blog later..................................or whatever
