Thursday, August 28, 2003
Boy do I have a temper
You know I have a crazy temper.................. and sometimes i really have difficulty controlling it............ due to recent events that caused me to loose a friend.................. i have been really tempted to loose my temper.............. instead i have maintained my distance.............. see i used to work in a bar............so when i was angry at someone i could yell, scream, hollar, throw beer glasses and kick beer cases................................... I loved it........... but now i work somewhere that i cannot express those emotions at all i have to be pleasant and polite.................... i have to bite my tongue.............. which i can handle................ most of the time............. but you see when everything is crashing down around you and the whole world seems to have gone mad............ and someone who is supposed to be a "friend" does something............. that if you had done to her would have made her spit fire.............. incredibly dumb.......... and then has the nerve to ask why are you avoiding me............. ARE YOU RETARDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This past weekend shit hit the fan............... i really don't care that much about what she did it................. it combined with a million other little things............... makes it seem worse................ then she comes to my personal place (this blog) and proceeds to go on a rant about what i bad person i am.............. well i will not reply to that................... because "If I were the HULK I would have smashed by now!"
For those of you who do not know what the fuck..................... you are lucky............................ some people are not to be trusted and some people you are friends with way to long to bother loosing your temper with because you realise they never really were your friend...................... and i only fight to keep things........ so beware...................
This past weekend shit hit the fan............... i really don't care that much about what she did it................. it combined with a million other little things............... makes it seem worse................ then she comes to my personal place (this blog) and proceeds to go on a rant about what i bad person i am.............. well i will not reply to that................... because "If I were the HULK I would have smashed by now!"
For those of you who do not know what the fuck..................... you are lucky............................ some people are not to be trusted and some people you are friends with way to long to bother loosing your temper with because you realise they never really were your friend...................... and i only fight to keep things........ so beware...................
