Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Reminiscent
So here I go again, soon I will get the hang of this, it's kinda like writing an email except with he wonders of MSN 8.5 I don't usually have to worry about capitalizing my "I"'s and checking for grammatical errors because it highlights them.......... nuisance or very helpful.... I guess it depends who you are and how fucked in the head you are..... so in case you didn't notice I don't read this before I publish it or it probably would never be published. It's raining and I do so love the rain during the summer, especially when it it piss pouring down rain and the sun is brightly shining, it kinda freaky which makes it so much more fun. I am going to include my favorite poem in this site, and some day soon I will stop hiding behind jokes and poems and actually write something that means something to me. This is my FAVORITE poem though if I had wrote it it would have been titled: At 13
AT SEVENTEEN
(Janis Ian)
I LEARNED THE TRUTH AT SEVENTEEN
THAT LOVE WAS MEANT FOR BEAUTY QUEENS
AND HIGH SCHOOL GIRLS WITH CLEAR SKINNED SMILES
WHO MARRIED YOUNG AND THEN RETIRED
THE VALENTINES I NEVER KNEW
THE FRIDAY NIGHT CHARADES OF YOUTH
WERE SPENT ON ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL
AT SEVENTEEN I LEARNED THE TRUTH
AND THOSE OF US WITH RAVAGED FACES
LACKING IN THE SOCIAL GRACES
DESPERATELY REMAINED AT HOME
INVENTING LOVERS ON THE PHONE
WHO CALLED TO SAY - COME DANCE WITH ME
AND MURMURED VAGUE OBSCENITIES
IT ISN'T ALL IT SEEMS AT SEVENTEEN
A BROWN EYED GIRL IN HAND ME DOWNS
WHOSE NAME I NEVER COULD PRONOUNCE
SAID - PITY PLEASE THE ONES WHO SERVE
THEY ONLY GET WHAT THEY DESERVE
THE RICH RELATIONED HOMETOWN QUEEN
MARRIES INTO WHAT SHE NEEDS
WITH A GUARANTEE OF COMPANY
AND HAVEN FOR THE ELDERLY
SO REMEMBER THOSE WHO WIN THE GAME
LOSE THE LOVE THEY SOUGHT TO GAIN
IN DEBENTURES OF QUALITY AND DUBIOUS INTEGRITY
THEIR SMALL-TOWN EYES WILL GAPE AT YOU
IN DULL SURPRISE WHEN PAYMENT DUE
EXCEEDS ACCOUNTS RECEIVED AT SEVENTEEN
(INSTRUMENTAL)
TO THOSE OF US WHO KNEW THE PAIN
OF VALENTINES THAT NEVER CAME
AND THOSE WHOSE NAMES WERE NEVER CALLED
WHEN CHOOSING SIDES FOR BASKETBALL
IT WAS LONG AGO AND FAR AWAY
THE WORLD WAS YOUNGER THAN TODAY
WHEN DREAMS WERE ALL THEY GAVE FOR FREE
TO UGLY DUCKLING GIRLS LIKE ME
WE ALL PLAY THE GAME, AND WHEN WE DARE
WE CHEAT OURSELVES AT SOLITAIRE
INVENTING LOVERS ON THE PHONE
REPENTING OTHER LIVES UNKNOWN
THAT CALL AND SAY - COME ON, DANCE WITH ME
AND MURMUR VAGUE OBSCENITIES
AT UGLY GIRLS LIKE ME, AT SEVENTEEN
high school...... one of my first real crushes, Darren, is home for his ten year high school reunion and I will not get to see him which actually makes me sad....... he was such a sweet guy......... though still hung up on his ex-girlfriend when I liked him and I was only 15 and he 21 and he was much to sweet to take advantage of it.... damn him for that! So instead I dated one of his friends" though I don't think Darren really like Derek at all........ Derek was my first "real" boyfriend... loll He was 21 and had a child............ we broke up a week after I turned 16, he went back to the mother of his child and I went on my merry way knowing that my parents would love every guy I dated after that............. but Darren, has been in Calgary since things all went sour at Sabbath, well just beforehand and I did miss him I have seen him a few times since then, he was a kind-hearted guy that I would crush in a minute if I ever dated now.... funny how things change I have become so strong and unrepentant, I would much rather date a million guys then settle down with one, and I am so god damn bossy, though I tend to associate with people who are the same, yet I always end up being the one who jumps out in front (poor Cory the control freak always having to be in charge...... I had fun telling you where to go and how to get there in Hali............
speaking of Hali I have decided that we should rent a car and go on a trip every two weeks till the end of the summer Davinna.... what do you think?? New Brunswick next weekend and PEI in august?? my aunt and uncle will be there all we will need to do is show up with a tent and we can stay on their site??????? and I know where some fun can be found in downtown Charlottetown................. if anyone else cares to join in any of my crazy misadventures, that is if I don't get fired from my job and move to either: Petti' or Inivuk or maybe it's finally time to head to Scotland and find me a man.......... LOL but that's a story for another time
maybe I will go to Hali this weekend now that my "baby" is fixed, though I do have some bills to pay and the sick days may have put a damper on the pay-cheque hrmmmmmmm but Meagan would make sure that I had lots of fun and I could go back to the DOME and check out more of the beautiful men.... they actually have all their teeth when you leave Cape Breton.............. it's amazing.................. I wanna go see Pirate of the Caribbean this weekend .........Oh Johnny Depp how I love you and ORLANDO BLOOM made me ***********************(well that was an inappropriate)
Anyway for those who didn't realize it all the Cory is so great yadda yadda yaaaaaa comments were made by Cory...... because he wants me.... poor guy he is freakishly deformed and desperate............................. does anyone remember what Gollum looked like in Lord of the rings???????? anyway poor guy.............
If anyone wants to pee their pants laughing read this site www.tardblog.com don't think just laugh LOL
cheers...........
AT SEVENTEEN
(Janis Ian)
I LEARNED THE TRUTH AT SEVENTEEN
THAT LOVE WAS MEANT FOR BEAUTY QUEENS
AND HIGH SCHOOL GIRLS WITH CLEAR SKINNED SMILES
WHO MARRIED YOUNG AND THEN RETIRED
THE VALENTINES I NEVER KNEW
THE FRIDAY NIGHT CHARADES OF YOUTH
WERE SPENT ON ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL
AT SEVENTEEN I LEARNED THE TRUTH
AND THOSE OF US WITH RAVAGED FACES
LACKING IN THE SOCIAL GRACES
DESPERATELY REMAINED AT HOME
INVENTING LOVERS ON THE PHONE
WHO CALLED TO SAY - COME DANCE WITH ME
AND MURMURED VAGUE OBSCENITIES
IT ISN'T ALL IT SEEMS AT SEVENTEEN
A BROWN EYED GIRL IN HAND ME DOWNS
WHOSE NAME I NEVER COULD PRONOUNCE
SAID - PITY PLEASE THE ONES WHO SERVE
THEY ONLY GET WHAT THEY DESERVE
THE RICH RELATIONED HOMETOWN QUEEN
MARRIES INTO WHAT SHE NEEDS
WITH A GUARANTEE OF COMPANY
AND HAVEN FOR THE ELDERLY
SO REMEMBER THOSE WHO WIN THE GAME
LOSE THE LOVE THEY SOUGHT TO GAIN
IN DEBENTURES OF QUALITY AND DUBIOUS INTEGRITY
THEIR SMALL-TOWN EYES WILL GAPE AT YOU
IN DULL SURPRISE WHEN PAYMENT DUE
EXCEEDS ACCOUNTS RECEIVED AT SEVENTEEN
(INSTRUMENTAL)
TO THOSE OF US WHO KNEW THE PAIN
OF VALENTINES THAT NEVER CAME
AND THOSE WHOSE NAMES WERE NEVER CALLED
WHEN CHOOSING SIDES FOR BASKETBALL
IT WAS LONG AGO AND FAR AWAY
THE WORLD WAS YOUNGER THAN TODAY
WHEN DREAMS WERE ALL THEY GAVE FOR FREE
TO UGLY DUCKLING GIRLS LIKE ME
WE ALL PLAY THE GAME, AND WHEN WE DARE
WE CHEAT OURSELVES AT SOLITAIRE
INVENTING LOVERS ON THE PHONE
REPENTING OTHER LIVES UNKNOWN
THAT CALL AND SAY - COME ON, DANCE WITH ME
AND MURMUR VAGUE OBSCENITIES
AT UGLY GIRLS LIKE ME, AT SEVENTEEN
high school...... one of my first real crushes, Darren, is home for his ten year high school reunion and I will not get to see him which actually makes me sad....... he was such a sweet guy......... though still hung up on his ex-girlfriend when I liked him and I was only 15 and he 21 and he was much to sweet to take advantage of it.... damn him for that! So instead I dated one of his friends" though I don't think Darren really like Derek at all........ Derek was my first "real" boyfriend... loll He was 21 and had a child............ we broke up a week after I turned 16, he went back to the mother of his child and I went on my merry way knowing that my parents would love every guy I dated after that............. but Darren, has been in Calgary since things all went sour at Sabbath, well just beforehand and I did miss him I have seen him a few times since then, he was a kind-hearted guy that I would crush in a minute if I ever dated now.... funny how things change I have become so strong and unrepentant, I would much rather date a million guys then settle down with one, and I am so god damn bossy, though I tend to associate with people who are the same, yet I always end up being the one who jumps out in front (poor Cory the control freak always having to be in charge...... I had fun telling you where to go and how to get there in Hali............
speaking of Hali I have decided that we should rent a car and go on a trip every two weeks till the end of the summer Davinna.... what do you think?? New Brunswick next weekend and PEI in august?? my aunt and uncle will be there all we will need to do is show up with a tent and we can stay on their site??????? and I know where some fun can be found in downtown Charlottetown................. if anyone else cares to join in any of my crazy misadventures, that is if I don't get fired from my job and move to either: Petti' or Inivuk or maybe it's finally time to head to Scotland and find me a man.......... LOL but that's a story for another time
maybe I will go to Hali this weekend now that my "baby" is fixed, though I do have some bills to pay and the sick days may have put a damper on the pay-cheque hrmmmmmmm but Meagan would make sure that I had lots of fun and I could go back to the DOME and check out more of the beautiful men.... they actually have all their teeth when you leave Cape Breton.............. it's amazing.................. I wanna go see Pirate of the Caribbean this weekend .........Oh Johnny Depp how I love you and ORLANDO BLOOM made me ***********************(well that was an inappropriate)
Anyway for those who didn't realize it all the Cory is so great yadda yadda yaaaaaa comments were made by Cory...... because he wants me.... poor guy he is freakishly deformed and desperate............................. does anyone remember what Gollum looked like in Lord of the rings???????? anyway poor guy.............
If anyone wants to pee their pants laughing read this site www.tardblog.com don't think just laugh LOL
cheers...........
